Sunday, February 26, 2012

Part 15 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

Part 15 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~


"Uhh...Why?" I asked still a little bitter and upset from the fight earlier. "Why? Because I came over to fucking apologize and your not even fucking home." He growled on the other line. I felt my throat tighten. Shit.


*JASON'S POV*
I walked off without looking bad. It just made me so angry how she never wanted to open up and always pushed me away when I wanted to help. I know I shouldn't be this angry but I was. I sighed realizing how much we fight.. and we never even properly make up, we sort of just push it to the side. I felt bad for just leaving her there, but she wouldn't tell me the truth.. I was hot headed I'll admit it, I always have been one. I just don't know anymore.. I was afraid to loose Emma. I've been with a lot of girls, but NONE of them have ever made me feel the way she does. She's such a sweetheart.. I don't understand why we always fought. I sighed and continued walking. I finally sighed and stopped at Emma's house feeling guilty after walking around for hours. I was going to apologize. I walked up the steps and knocked on the door. No answer... I knocked again and waited.. I waited a good 10 mins, no answer. I grew annoyed and decided to call her. I sat down on the fountain edge and swung my feet while hanging them off the edge. "Hello?" She answered. "Emma? Where are you?" I asked trying to stay calm. "Uhhh.. Why?" She asked, which only ticked me off more. "Why? Because I came over to fucking apologize and you're not even fucking home." I growled. "O-Oh. I'm s-sorry. I went out.." She said shakily. I felt like she was lying. "Look Emma if you want this relationship to last we NEED to talk." I said with a sigh. "I know.. We do just uh-" She was cut off. "What? *in the background* well do you want me to take you home babe?" I heard some GUY say. "Emma who the hell are you with?!" I yelled. "Look Jason I'll be home in 2 mins.. goodbye." She whispered. "Wait Emma!" I sighed as she hung up. I sat and turned around now looking at the fountain. I sat criss crossed apple sauce and stared at my reflection. I sighed thinking about Emma. Who was she with.. it was killing me on the inside. I waited about 10 mins and finally a heard a car pull up. I didn't bother turning around, then curiosity got the best of me and I wanted to know who the hell she went out with. But I was too late, they pulled out of the driveway and was gone before I could even see them. I caught a glimpse of Emma walking my way with her head down playing with her thumbs. I turned back around and waited for her to come to me, I wanted the truth and I wasn't gonna leave without it. No matter what.


*Emma's POV* 
Lucas dropped me off at my house and quickly kissed my cheek. I blushed and sighed in relief knowing Jason didn't see. I walked with my head down playing with my thumbs, walking towards Jason. I was trying to figure out what I was going to say to him. I did NOT want to lie to him, but if I told him the truth about who I was with, it would hurt him. And if I told him the truth about my past, Lucas would never forgive me... Why was my life so confusing? Why was Jason all of a sudden getting so nosey? But I didn't want to loose him.. I sighed as I finally reached him. He was sitting on the fountain staring at his reflection. He had to have seen me because as I reached my hand out to touch him he turned around and grabbed my wrist. I looked in his eyes and the sweet Jason who was always there to comfort me was totally gone. I saw sadness, hut, and bitterness. "We're going inside." He ordered. I trembled a little and nodded. He pulled me to him and we walked inside. We went up to my room and he pushed me in shutting the door. I sat on my bed as he paced the room. "Look J-Jason I-" He cut me off. "Shut up Emma.." He whispered. He didn't yell, he just simply wanted me to stop talking. "Jason.." I whispered hurt and in dismay. "No Emma stop. I'm so sick of listening to you make up bull shit or just distract me and changed the subject when I want you to tell me the truth. I don't understand why you don't just trust me Emma.." He said angrily. I sat in silence for a few seconds taking in everything he said and cause I wasn't sure if I should talk yet. I drew in a breath. "Jason I want to tell you.. I want to tell you my past cause  I know you care, I know you'll listen-" "Then why don't you tell me!" He shouted clearly frustrated. "Cause Jason it's not only my choice! There's other people involved that don't want me to tell you!" He looked taken back. "So you guys talked about it?! Who am I gonna tell Emma?! WHY CAN'T YOU TRUST ME?!" He boomed at the end making me jump a bit. "Jason please.." I whispered grabbing his hand. He looked at me then grabbed it back. "No Emma." He replied dryly. "What am I a dog now?!" I yelled getting angry. "Well you're acting like a bitch.." He muttered. My eyes grew wide in anger. "Jason stop! Just stop! Why do you care so much about my past!? Why can't we just forget it?!" I screamed. "Cause I care! I WANNA KNOW WHY YOU'RE SO OVER PROTECTIVE AND WHO SCREWED YOU UP SO BAD THAT YOU'RE SO BROKEN NOW! Okay I care.." He mumbled at the end. I was now taken back. "How could you tell.." I mumbled while sitting down on the bed with my head down. He walked over and sat next to me. "Cause.." I heard him start off while twisting his hand. "Cause I could tell. Even when we would just fight there was something on your mind.. When the whole Austin thing happened, you have a past and I know it's bothering you. Last night wasn't the first time you had a dream like that.. " He said while bringing his hand under my chin and having my eyes meet his. The sweet Jason was back, and I felt more comfortable. I slowly moved my hands on his and this time he didn't pull away. It was time to come clean, I was sick of fighting and hurting him. "Jason.. I was with Lucas. That's who took me home." I started.


 His eyes grew wide and he opened his mouth to say something but I covered it. "You want to hear my story?" He nodded. I sighed and took my hand away. He looked at me intently and was waiting. I took a deep breath and looked at him. "So ever since I was little, me and Lucas have been friends. Like best of friends. You know the story, best friends become, boyfriend girlfriend? Well yeah that's what happened. Anyway.. After a few months me and him were driving with my little sister and-" Jason cut in obviously interested. "You have a little sister?" He asked curious. His eyes were full with curiosity and worry. I chuckled to myself a bit, "That's what I'm getting at Jas." I whispered while patting his hand. He smiled slightly and let me continue. "So we were driving... and this drunk driver, driving a truck, ran a red light and hit us straight on the side, the side Angela was on.. She instantly died from the hit, while me and Lucas survived." Jason's expression changed and became sympathetic. I felt tears in my eyes while I was talking and chuckled a little while wiping one that fell away. "So uhm, anyway, then Lucas went a little.. Crazy. He continued  to blame himself for everything that happened and wouldn't let it go. He wouldn't sleep or eat for days and days. He stopped talking to me, calling me, texting me, for 2 whole months. After that out of nowhere he calls me. But he started drinking.. and when Lucas drank.. well he became violent. He uhm.." I stopped as I felt a tear fall thinking about the past just got me emotional. "You okay?" Jason asked sweetly. I smiled and laughed a bit and nodded. "Uhm so yeah, uh, he called me and we hung out that night.. He was drinking and he hit me... He hit me and TRIED to rape me but my parents called in time.. Uh then-" Jason was shocked and cut me off. "How long did he hit you... Em.?" He asked in dismay. I mumbled in such a low whisper while trying to keep my voice from breaking and the tears away, I said, 
t-two m-months.." I barley got out before I felt all the tears pour out of my eyes. I covered my mouth with my hand as I started crying, hard. I felt Jason wrap his arms tightly around me and kiss my head. "Shh I'm so sorry.. Oh my gosh.." I felt my body shake as I sobbed silently with my hand still over my mouth. He rocked me and after a few mins I finally stopped crying. I sucked in air and wiped my tears away. "I'm sorry Jas.." I whispered. "Don't be sorry." He replied while moving a piece of hair behind my ear. "You know you don't have to continue if you don't want to.." Jason suggested. I shook my head. "I've told you this much, I might as well go on. He took my hand and smiled. "So then after 2 months of being told I was disgusting, ugly,worthless, a slut, I finally ended things with him. He was moving anyway so I thought it was best. Anyway, but then I met you," I paused and smiled at him. He smiled wide an rubbed my hand with his thumb. "So then, remember that night you told me to go home, and like get some rest and stuff then come back the next day?" I asked. He nodded, "Yeah?" "Well okay, that night I was walking home, and I ran into Lucas.. He came back I guess and he hadn't changed.. He hit me that night too... and kissed me. That's why I had bruises everywhere. I didn't hit any poles or walls, he hit me.. I saw him the night of the dance too. I was coming out of the bathroom and ran into him. I was sick of being pushed around so I tried standing up to him... Haha, yeah not a good idea.. That's where the other bruises came from.. Then-
 "Then I told you to go, ALONE with him to buy food.. Shit Emma I'm so sorry!" He interrupted. I smiled a little. "No no Jason don't apologize, yeah at first he pushed me around a little.. and yeah, but we made up that night. And he finally stopped hitting me. We met up after that, but I was 2 and a half hours late cause that was the night they let you out of the hospital, and I sort of forgot about meeting him... After I did meet him we talked, and worked everything out. I forgave him and now were friends again, and that's everything that happened. That's why I was having nightmares every night, because I just kept remembering my past, it happens a lot. I'm sorry I never told you the truth and I'm sorry that I lied to you, I just didn't know what else to do.. And then Austin was confusing my life just as much as all of this and I was just... lost." I whispered at the end. He nodded and then tackled me with a bear hug. I laughed and hugged him back. "Thank you for telling me that... You're so strong you know that right?" He asked while rocking me. I smiled, "I've heard that.." I whispered. "I'm sorry for being so rude earlier, I was just so frustrated. I'm sorry." He said with a sigh. "Don't even worry about it." I said sweetly and kissed his cheek. 


"Hello?" I answered with a little annoyed. Jason continued to kiss my neck. I laughed and tried to push him off. He smirked and tried to tickle me. I slapped his hand and shot him a glare. He smiled and laid next to me. "Emma Anderson?" I heard someone on the other line reply. "Uhm yes?" I answered a little confused. "Do you know a Austin Matthews?" The man replied. "Yes why?" I asked now sitting up. "He's missing." They replied. I dropped my phone and stared at the wall in disbelief. Those words replaying in my head, "He's missing."


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Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Part 14 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

Part 14 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~


I kissed him back and smiled. We finally drew apart as my hands pressed against his chest and he pulled me closer. "Did you just say..." I whispered. He shushed me by putting his finger to my lips and nodded. "Please don't break my heart." I mumbled into his chest as I hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed my head. I could have sworn he said, "I won't." But maybe I was just imagining things. We sat back down on the bed. We flipped on the tv and grabbed some snacks out of the mini fridge and just hung out and relaxed for the day. He leaned against the back of my bed and I leaned against his chest. I smiled up at him and he smiled back down on me. "Jas.." I said while holding his hand and playing with his fingers. "Yeah babe?" He asked not taking his eyes off the tv. I sighed. I didn't know what to say. The whole night I spent thinking about how Austin treated me like a princess.. How he was so sweet when he talked to me, and patient with me. Jason wasn't a horrible person, far from it! I loved him, but he was opposite of Austin.. He was short tempered, and sometimes I just felt like he was completely bored with me.. But he said I love you to me tonight.. I don't know... I was scared to loose him though.. i was lost in thought and just thinking when he tapped my arm. I lifted my head to look up at him as he yawned. "Babe, it's already 10 P.M." He mumbled while fighting to keep his eyes open. "Go to sleep sweetie." I whispered while laying down on his chest. He ran his hand down my cheek and kissed my head. "Goodnight baby." he mumbled into my head and laid back. I giggled and got up and changed into this http://www.polyvore.com/danceeee/set?id=43730174 then crawled back into bed. I turned off the tv and snuggled up next to Jason. I felt him move around then place his arm around me. I smiled to myself and snuggled close. "Night Jas.." I whispered then fell asleep.


*JASON'S POV*
I yawned and felt my eyes shut. I was beat man. But come on.. I had to stay awake for the plan.. I felt my eyes shut as I drifted off to sleep.. I woke up about 2 hours later I guess and the tv was off and Em was asleep in my arms. I got up and found her clock on the side table. I disabled the alarm clock and smiled to myself. I had a big day planned for us tomorrow. I laid back down and wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer. "Mmm L-Lu.." She mumbled and trailed off. What is "Lu-Lu"? I furrowed my eyebrows and tried to sleep it off. "No! no stop!" She mumbled while twisting around and kicking. I sat up and looked at her. "Uhh Em stop." I mumbled while holding her down. "NO LUCAS STOP!" She screamed while kicking and screaming. "LUCAS"?! What the hell is going on! "Emma, baby wake up. Emma!" I yelled while shaking her. She kept screaming and crying, "Emma stop!" I yelled worried. She finally stopped moving but lay limp in my arms. "Emma... Emma baby wake up." I whispered while moving her hair out of her face. "I'm sorry Jason.." She mumbled then rolled over. I hugged her tight and held her up with me all night long. She was fast asleep and there was no sign of her waking up any time soon. I gave up and laid us both down and kissed her. "Please tell me the truth.." I whispered then fell asleep exhausted.


*EMMA'S POV*
I woke up the next morning with pillows on the floor and the blankets a mess. I remember having a horrible dream.. Oh man.. Jason lay beside me fast asleep, he looked exhausted. I sighed as I ran my hand down my face and rubbed my eyes. I stretched and looked at the clock. I think my eyes popped out of my head... "WHAT?!" I screamed. "WHAT, WHAT, WHAT IS IT! EMMA?!" Jason yelled as he shot up. "Jason it's 11:30!! We're 4 hours late for school!!" I yelled. "Oh. Eh we'll try again tomorrow." He shrugged and fell back down covering his head with the blanket. I smacked him and shook him. "JASON THIS ISN'T FUNNY!! Why didn't my alarm go off?!" I questioned while starting to investigate my clock. "Oh woah uh you know faulty clocks. Happens. Look it'll be fine, it's one day." Jason reasoned while taking my clock out of my hands. I groaned and buried my head in my hands. "Jas.." I whispered. "It's all gonna be okay. Go get ready and stuff, I'm taking you out." He said sweetly while kissing my cheek. I sighed and nodded. I got up and grabbed my phone going to the bathroom. "1 missed call from Lucas." I read. Oh shit. I quickly dialed his number and heard the annoying ring. "Have you always been off time since I left?" Lucas joked answering the phone. "I'm sorry! But hey WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN MY WINDOW YESTERDAY?!" I yelled in a whisper. He laughed, "Oh! That. Yeah I needed to talk to you yesterday, but meet me at the lake tonight, 7. Please don't be late." He pleaded. I sighed and bit my lip. "I won't." I promised. I knew he was smiling, "Okay, see you babe." He said then hung up. I sighed and got ready for my day. I showered and washed my face, then changed into this: http://www.polyvore.com/alkshskjga/set?id=40532397 I smiled as my hair dried naturally perfectly curly. I loved my hair. I finished putting my make up on and walked out in my room to find Jason changed into, Black skinnys, purple supras, a white tee with a leather jacket over it and a beanie. I smiled and kissed his cheek. "You look cute." He said. I blushed and hugged him. "Alright, you ready for the surprise?" He whispered in my ear with a hand behind his back. I bit my lip and nodded. He took out a blindfold and tied it around my eyes. "Jasss!" I groaned with a giggle. He laughed and kissed my cheek. He took my hand and took me downstairs and out the door. He walked me all the way to the pier, just talking and making sure I didn't hit anything. Finally we stopped and I could hear the sound of the waves. I smiled, I love the beach. He finally untied the blindfold and I smiled wide. He took my to my favorite pier, with games and a carnival was here! "Awww Jason thank you!!" I said while jumping on him. He chuckled and hugged me as well. "Anything baby, but.." He whispered. "Uh oh.." I mumbled while pulling away. "Look.. sit down." He muttered while taking my hand and leading me to a bench. "Emma.. last night.. Why did you scream, "Lucas No!" In your sleep?" He questioned looking deep into my eyes clearly searching for a answer. "Oh uh.." I whispered while playing with my fingers. Now what do i do.. I drew in a deep breath and sighed. "Look Jason it's complicated.." I whispered while playing with my fingers. "Please don't lie.." He whispered back. "Jason you just wouldn't understand.. it's a long, long, long, painful story.." I mumbled. "So there's a story to it?" He asked lifting his eyebrows. "Jason look there's a lot of shit from my past I wish I could tell you and make you understand but I can't! I just can't! I wish I could but I honestly just can't..." I said distraught. He looked at me in dismay then turned angry. "So you don't trust me?" He asked. "No Jason I do, I just.." I drifted off. "I get it." He said while angrily standing up. "No Jason you don't!" I yelled in tears while standing up as well. "Look Emma I'm tired of your bull shit! I'm tired of your lying, your running around, your secrets! I'm sick and tired of trying to be there for you but you just push me away!" He yelled getting mad. "Jason that's not true!" I said as tears filled my eyes. "It is Emma and you know it." He hissed. "Jason please you just don't understand!" I screamed. "Whatever. Call me when I will understand." He growled while turning to walk away. "No Jason don't!" I cried while grabbing his arm and pulling him back. He spun around and shot me a glare. He yanked his arm back and stocked off. "You're just going to leave me here Jason?!" I screamed as he walked away. "Jason!" I cried as he continued without looking back once. "Jason.." I cried in a whisper as he left me there standing alone and embarrassed.


"Please I just wanna go home.." I whispered through tears into the phone. "Okay baby I'm on my way.." He replied. "Thank you so much." I whispered then hung up. I walked along side the beach holding my shoes in one hand letting the water run over my feet. I sighed and dropped my shoes to the ground and wrapped my arms around myself shivering a bit. I sighed and looked out into the ocean. How did I manage to screw everything up? This was supposed to be a good day and now it's ruined. "Anderson?" A voice called from behind me. I turned around and laughed to myself a bit. "What are you doing here?" I asked with a smile. "What are YOU doing here?" He retorted. I cracked a smile and hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed my forehead. "You okay?" He asked as if sensing there was something. I sighed and shook my head. "No.. to be quite damn honest no I'm not okay." I replied with a sigh. "Wanna tell me what's wrong?" He said with a smile and his hand under my chin. I shrugged and looked into the distance. "Me and Jason got into a fight and he's mad at me now.." I whispered. Austin gave me a sympathetic look and wrapped his arms around me once again. "It'll be okay. I promise." He whispered. I smiled and just hugged him tight.


"Thank you so much for picking me up." I whispered while climbing into the car. "Of course Em, now what's wrong?" Lucas asked as he started driving. "Tell you when we get to the lake?" He smiled and half chuckled while nodding. We turned up the music and blasted it while "singing" along. We got to the lake and he opened the door for me. He helped me down and wrapped his arm around my waist and walked me down to he dock. I sighed as I looked at the water and the reflection. I saw Lucas lean over me and smile as we looked at our reflections in the water. "Okay so..?" Lucas said while leaning against the dock. I took a deep breath and nodded. I told him everything about the dream, the fight, what Jason said, what Austin said, everything. "You can't tell him Emma!" He said worriedly. I shook my head, "I know I can't.. That's the problem." I whispered. He sat up and took my hands into his and looked deep into my eyes. "Look Emma I'm sorry I put you into this position and I'm sorry I ever let it get that bad, but please.. You can't tell Jason. He'll hate me forever." He whispered. I nodded. "I know, I wouldn't.. I just don't know what to tell him now.." I cried while gripping his hands. "But forget about it, you still need to tell me why you were in my window yesterday!" I said while half laughing. He chuckled and pulled me to him. I was sitting in his lap with his arms around me. "Oh that, me and my girl were fighting, but we made up. I was just upset. Sorry if I bothered you and McCann." He said with a wink. I laughed and hit him. "Funny." I said sarcastically. He smiled wide and laughed. "I am funny." He joked. We spent the night talking and laughing, just like the old times.. which I missed so much. "HEY I JUST MET YOU, AND THIS IS CRA-" My phone started ringing. "Hello?" I answered. "Emma? Where are you?" Jason asked over the phone. CRAAAAP.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Part 13 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

Part 13 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

She grabbed my hand and we ran to the cafeteria. When I got there, there was a huge crowd of kids all surronding something shouting "FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT, PUNCH HIM! KICK HIM! YOU CAN DO IT MCCANN! LETS GO MATTHEWS!" "What the hell?!" I screamed but the chants blocked me out. I looked desperately at Faith and she looked just as worried as me. I shoved,elbowed, and pushed my way through the crowd till I came to the center. Where Jason and Austin were on the floor rolling around throwing punches with bloody lips and noses. "JASON, AUSTIN WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" I screamed. Neither of them even bothered to even look up at me. I saw Matt and Jack, (Jack is Austin's friend) trying to help break it up. I ran up to them. "Help me stop them!" I pleaded. They both nodded. We went to the middle of the circle and nodded. Jack went up to Austin and tried to pull him off, Matt with Jason. "GUYS STOP IT!" i screamed while trying to push them apart and get in the middle knowing they wouldn't punch me. "Stop it!" I yelled again. "You're such a pussy Matthews!" Jason yelled while Matt held him back. "At least i get some unlike you McCann!" Austin yelled back while trying to break free from Jack's grip. "I'll believe it when I see it!" Jason said while struggling to break free as well. "GUYS STOP!" I screamed. They finally acknowledged I was there. "What!?" Jason growled. "Stay out of it!" Austin hissed. "I will not you dumb bitches." I yelled assertively. They both snapped their heads at me. "Now, why the hell are you two idiots fighting?!" I yelled. "Cause Matthews face is a punching bag!" Jason yelled angrily. "It's cause McCann's ass is too easy to kick." Austin retorted. They both glared at each other trying to break out and kill one another. I groaned. I walked over to Austin and nodded to Jack to pull him back away from Jason. "Austin look-" He grabbed my chin and kissed me as hard as he could. I was shocked and stood there then pushed him off. "AUSTIN WHAT THE HELL?!" I yelled. He smirked at me. "THATS FUCKING IT!" Jason screamed. Jordan yanked my arm and pulled me to the side. good thing he did, Jason came charging at Austin and knocked him to the ground. They started punching he shit out of each other again.

"It's what you get.." I whispered while dabbing ice on Jason's eye. "I was winning." He said pridefully while wincing. I sighed and shook my head while putting the ice down. "You were in no condition to be fighting like that.." I mumbled.  I sighed and put my hand on his cheek inspecting him. "You're lucky you didn't break your nose." I warned. He shrugged and sat back. He had a bloody nose, a black eye, swollen hands, and bruised cheeks. "Jason.." i sighed. I can't believe they did this. He laid back on the nurses bed and rested. "I'll be back.." I whispered then went out of the room. I went into Austin's to check on him. I felt responsible for everything that happened, to both of them. "You awake?" I whispered while shutting the curtain. He groaned and looked up. "Yeah I'm okay.." He mumbled. I walked over and dabbed his eye with a wet towel, and wiping the blood away from his nose. I took care of his busted lip. "Are you okay?" i whispered while he gripped my wrist as I put pressure on his eye. He sighed and nodded. He chuckled to himself, "I was winning.." He mumbled. I chuckled. Him and Jason were so prideful. "I'm sorry Austin.. I should have said something or told you sooner.." I mumbled. "No, it's fine Emma, you had a right not to tell me, I can't even begin to understand how hard of a situation you must have been in." He said sweetly. I smiled and sighed, "You don't even  know.." I whispered while icing his eye. "Look.. I'm sorry for fighting Jason.. and I'm sorry for kissing you like that.. I was just trying to get even.. I'm sorry.." he whispered while maneuvering his hand to hold mine. I sighed placing the ice pack down and nodded. "It's alright Austin, if anyone should be apologizing it's me. I really am sorry.." I said while squeezing his hand. He sighed and shook his head. "Don't be.." He whispered while squeezing my hand. I smiled and hugged him. He winced but hugged back. "Look.. call me if you need me. I hope you're okay."I whispered while running my hand down his cheek. He sheepishly smiled and nodded. "I'll be okay Em." He kissed my cheek then stood up. "McCann is one lucky guy to have you." He whispered, then walked out. I sighed and slumped in the chair.

"Jason you're lip.." I whispered while walking back in. His lip was swollen and cut. He looked at me and shrugged. "It'll go away." He said flatly. I thought about the way Austin treated and talked to me, and the way Jason did. It's not that Jason was rude or mean to me, but the way Austin talked to me was like... like he cared. Don't get me wrong Jason had his moments, like in the hospital, but sometimes he just seemed bored or uninterested with me.. I sighed and sat on the edge of the bed holding his hand. "Jason.. I'm sorry.." He furrowed his eyebrows and sat up swinging his legs over the edge and pulling me to him. "Why are you sorry baby?" He asked while wrapping his arms around me and resting his chin in my shoulder. I shrugged and sighed. "I dunno.. I just am." I sighed. "Well don't be baby.. It was fun." He chuckled. I sighed and laughed a little to myself. "You coming over Jason?" I whispered. He looked at me with a smile and nodded. We stood up and left the nurses. We walked out holding hands and laughing, all the way to the parking lot.

"Oh wait hold on." I said while jumping out of the car for a second. I ran and got my skateboard from the closet and ran back into the car dumping it in the back seat. "Baaackk." I giggled as he kissed my cheek. "Missed you cutie." He joked. I smirked and slapped him. "Just drive crazy. I laughed out. He smiled and changed the gear then pulled out and drove. "Urghh we have homework." I groaned while leaning my head on my hand. "Babe, you're kidding me right? I'm coming over. No homework will be done." He said with a smirk and a laugh. I rolled my eyes and giggled. We got to my house and parked inside the gate. We ran inside up to my room and collapsed onto the bed. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to his body laughing and kissing my neck. (you know one of those typical laughing scenes from a movie?) I giggled and held his arms to my while hugging back. "Jason.. Homework.." I mumbled while kissing his hand. "Noo babe. Remember what happened to having fun?" He said while winking. I laughed and rolled over on top of him. I laid with my hands on his chest and my hair hanging next to his cheek leaning down, our faces inches apart. "I-I love you.." I blurted out. He slightly smiled and kissed me. "I-I lo-" he was cut off. "Emma?! You in there?" I heard a stressed voice call out. My head shot up and looked out the window. "Shit." I whispered under my breath. "Who now.." Jason mumbled sounding annoyed. "Uhmm no one!" I giggled covering his eyes. "Uhmm I have a surprise!" I said nervously. "Knock it off Em." He said half annoyed trying to push my hand off. "Shh noo hold on!" I said while pushing a pillow on his face. "EMMA!" He shouted angrily while throwing the pillow on the ground. I jumped off shakily standing there looking at Jason. "Emma what is going on!?" He yelled. I was shaking as my eyes darted around the room. "Emma come on you there?" The voice yelled outside of my window again. "Alright really who is that?!" Jason yelled while starting to the window. "N-No!" I yelled while grabbing his wrist and kissing him. I felt him sort of stand there for a second then kiss back. I opened my eyes and say Lucas standing on my roof. I gave him a worried roof and motioned for him to go away. I motioned telling him that I'd call later. he nodded and hopped off. "Look I'm sorry... i was just afraid you wouldn't say I love you too." I lied. He chuckled and nodded. He rested his hand on my cheek, "I love you too Emma.." He whispered nad kised me again. Did he just...?

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Monday, February 13, 2012

Part 12 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

Part 12 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

I looked up to him with worry throughout my eyes. "Wh-who?" I questioned with a shaky voice. "Austin." He said again with less emotion in his voice. "W-well what did he want?" I said while sitting up from his lap. "Oh nothing, you know, just wondering how you were, what you're doing, oh and you know, IF YOU TWO ARE DATING!" He shouted at then end. I flinched and drew back scared. "O-Oh.." I mumbled. "Oh? That's all you're going to say, is OH?!" He shouted again. "How did he not know it wasn't me?" I questioned a little more suspicious. His expression changed and he looked taken back. "Jason did you pretend to be me?!" I yelled getting angry myself. He didn't say anything, but he grew even angrier. "YOU KNOW WHAT EM, SCREW IT! I'VE TRIED TO BE TRUSTING WITH YOU AND NOT GET ANGRY BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH!" He yelled while jumping off the bed. "YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING EARLIER IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT! YOU insisted that I go with him to the dance! NOT ME!" I yelled while jumping up as well. "You know what screw you Anderson, and to think I used to think you the good girl when really you were the SLUT!" He screamed in anger. I drew back. That cut me deep. "excuse me?" I said. "You heard me." He huffed and threw on his shirt then stormed out the door. "JASON!" I screamed in anger. He just stormed downstairs and walked out the door slamming it shut. "Jason." I cried while slamming my hands on the door. I pressed my back onto it and slid to the floor. I buried my face in my hands. I screwed everything up... I slowly got up off the floor and dragged myself upstairs. I fell onto the bed and cried. It felt like the night after Lucas came back into my life.. I just laid in bed sobbing. I finally stopped and sat up wiping the tears away. This is horrible..


RINGGGGGG......... RINGGGGGGGGGG.... RINGGGGGGGGGG... "Hey this is Jason I can't come to the phone right now leave a message." BEEEEP. i sighed and hung up. I threw my phone on my bed and collapsed. It hurt when he called me a slut.. it really did.. No one has ever called me that, and to think, my own boyfriend.. if he even still is that.. I sighed and climbed out onto my roof. The cool wind blew threw my hair, it felt like a fall day. There wasn't that much sun and the wind was blowing, it felt nice. I wrapped my arms around my knees and buried my head. "Anderson?" I heard from below. I looked up then down, Lucas? He started climbing up the tree and joined me on the roof. "Sup baby girl." He said while wrapping an arm around my shoulder and hugging me. "Hii Lucas." I mumbled while leaning on his shoulder. "What's wrong?" He asked looking at me. I sighed. I told him the entire story beginning to end. "wow." he said at first. I sighed and nodded. "Look he was just angry, I've known McCann forever, he didn't mean it, he says whatever comes to his mind first, it's a habit." He said. I sighed and shrugged. "Where does this leave us Lucas? Me and Jason? I don't know what to do.." I cried. "Shhh shh baby girl. It'll all get better, I promise." He said while putting his arm around me and pulling me close. I sighed yet again and nodded. 


Me and Lucas talked all day long. It was nice catching up and talking again. Finally it was time for him to go, even though I didn't want him to. Lucas said his goodbyes and hopped off the roof going to meet Tiffany, his girlfriend. I went back into my room and sat down to think. Tomorrow is Monday, meaning I have to face Jason.. and Austin.. Oh dear Lord what will I do?! I went and showered feeling refreshed and calmed down. I changed into my jammies and climbed into bed. I played with my i pod, texted Faith, called Jason yet again, and then finally gave up. I put my phone on my side table and rolled over attempting to sleep. I was listening to the song, "Skinny Love" by Birdy and felt a tear roll down my cheek. I can't believe I let this happen.. "Come on Skinny love just last the year..." "BZZZZZZZZZZ!" I shot up out of bed and looked at the clock. ugh 5:30. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I grabbed my phone and checked facebook, twitter, then my messages. I got out of bed and changed into http://www.polyvore.com/concert/set?id=43111104 (CANT REMEMBER IF IVE USED THIS BEFORE :P) I tucked my phone in my bag and ran downstairs. I grabbed some breakfast and talked to Keith. "You're home!" I exclaimed while hugging him. He chuckled and nodded. "Missed you too!" He said with a smile. We talked about his trip, I didn't want to bring up Jason. Finally it was time to go and I said goodbye. I grabbed my skateboard and ran out the door. I dropped my board on the ground and hopped on. It felt good to finally ride my baby again. I felt the wind blow through my hair with every swift movement I made through the air. i finally got to school and grabbed skated all the way to the steps then jumped off and flipped my skateboard into my hand. I ran inside desperate to find Faith. "Woaah slow down babe." She said jokingly while meeting me right at my locker. I sighed and rolled my eyes. I hid my skateboard in the janitors closet right next to my locker. I grabbed all my books and binders. "So what happened?" Faith asked. "Ugh longg story, I'll tell you at lunch, come find me!" I yelled while running down the hall trying not to be late. I could hear her laugh at me from behind. I slowed down and got to class on time, which I wasn;t to excited for, cause Austin AND Jason were in this class... oh joy oh joy. i took my seat and smiled at Austin. He nodded towards me and kept talking to his friends. I looked to my left and Jason walked in joking around with his friends. I slid down in my seat and crossed my arms. I didn't want to see him right now. Through all the pain and sadness he put me through, now all I felt was anger. And let me tell you I was pissed. He walked in and looked at me. Ugh that look.. He threw his stuff down on the desk and sunk into his seat crossing his arms as well. That's the only problem with us.. we were both stubborn and neither one of us would apologize first, so where do we go from this?!


"Okay class, begin!" Mr. Brown announced. It took me back to the first day me and Jason were assigned to be lab partners. Both of us sitting here pissed at each other with out arms crossed. Only this time Jason gave me a look and got up and started to get the shit we needed. I was dumbfounded. I got up and got the equipment ready. I could feel Austin throwing glances at me. I wish I knew how to explain to him the situation, but I didn't want to break his heart.. Mr. Brown announced he'd be stepping out of the room for a bit and for us to behave. "No you use this.." Jason muttered as I picked up the wrong chemical. I mumbled some kind of thanks and took it from him. I poured it in and the reaction started bubbling and overflowed. "JASON!" I yelled at him. A smile spread across his face and he couldn't help but laugh. "I hate you Jason." I said while trying to clean up the mess. I felt all the eyes on us, "Oh calm down St. Mary." He said with that attitude again. "Screw you Jason." I said loud enough for everyone to hear. He stopped laughing. "Wow original bitch." he said back. "You're such a bastard you know that right?" I said back through gritted teeth. By now everyone was watching us, but I didn't care. "Oh really, is that why you were begging me to stay the night?" He said loud. On purpose KNOWING Austin was there. "Shut up Jason." I whispered getting worried. "Or why you came to visit me in the hospital EVERY day?" He continued. "I said stop!" I screamed while pushing him backwards.He stumbled and looked at me pissed. "Screw.You.Bitch." He spat at me and walked out. I sighed bringing my hand to my forehead knowing everyone was staring at me. I waited a few seconds then groaned and ran after him. "Jason I'm sorry!" I yelled while watching him walk down the hallway. He kept walking without turning around. "Jason!" I yelled while catching up to him and grabbing his wrist. He shot around and snatched his hand back. "What." He hissed. "Jason I'm sorry..." I mumbled. "Yeah that's great." He said bitterly and turning around to walk away. "Jason stop!" I yelled while grabbing his wrist and pulling him back. "WHAT?!" He shouted angrily making me flinch. "Look Jason I-I'm sorry.. about everything. I was really mixed up these last few days and I didn't know what to do.. I'm sorry I am! I was just so hurt from what you said to me.. I just snapped okay I'm sorry!" I huffed nervously. He took his hand back but turned around to face me. He walked closer until I hit the wall. He gently grabbed my chin and kissed me. WTF. I felt myself kiss back as my arms wrapped around his neck. "Look... I'm sorry too... for everything too.. i never meant anything i said.. i have a short temper and I loose control.. I'm really sorry." He whispered. I cracked a smile and nodded. "It's okay Jason.." I whispered back. He smiled and pecked my cheek.


I was at my locker getting my books for the end half of the day and was about to go to lunch when Faith came running up to me out of breath. "Woaaah slow down girl, what's wrong?" i chuckled. "Em you have to go to the cafeteria, NOW!" she yelled while panting. "What why?! Faith what's going on??" I questioned worried. "Emma! Jason and Austin are beating the crap out of each other come on!" She yelled while tugging at my hand. WHAT?!


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Sunday, February 12, 2012

Part 11 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

Part 11 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

"Lucas I'm sorry!" I pleaded in a whisper while gently wrapping my fingers around his cuts. He flinched a little and looked at me. I dug through my bag for a handkerchief or something. I found one and dipped it in the lake and washed the blood away from the cuts on Lucas's hands. He winced a little but when I went over a particular cut he flinched and snatched his hand back. I looked at him concerned and he looked down into the water. "Lucas.." I whispered holding out my hand. He looked at me like a little kid and slowly gave me his hand back. I washed it carefully, then wrapped it in a different piece of cloth I found in my bag. "Please don't hurt yourself." I said squeezing his bandaged hand. He sighed and nodded. I scootched closer to him and he pulled me next to him. His familiar touch made me remember all the good times we had here, and I broke down crying. He pulled his other arm around me and rocked me back and forth. "Shhh." He said while rubbing my back. "Lucas.. I-I missed you.. What happened?!" I cried. "I'm sorry." He whispered while kissing my head. That's the first time he's apologized. "Look Emma.. I-I'm sorry. I really thought about it and I'm a monster for hitting you like I did.. I don't know what ever possessed me to.. Well I do. I'm sorry I drank and got high so much.. I knew it was wrong but I didn't know how else to escape the guilt.." He confessed. I felt myself leaning on him and sniffle. "It wasn't your fault Lucas, I really wish you would understand that... And thank you.." I whispered. "It was my fault Em! If I had been paying attention Angela would still be here!" He yelled as I saw him get a little frustrated. I calmed him down. "No Lucas listen. You were paying attention, it was a drunk driving accident! You weren't the one drunk! There's nothing you could have done to have stopped that truck. Lucas please.." I said hugging him tight as he buried his head in out hug. "I'll never forgive myself.." He whispered while shaking his head. I felt a tear fall from my cheek to his neck. "But I'll always have forgiven you. I hope you know.." I whispered. He pulled out of the hug and looked at me. "You're one damn strong girl you know that right?" He said while pulling me under his arm. I smiled and sighed. "Lucas.. promise me.. We'll never leave each other.. I need you here with me.. I need your friendship. You were my best friend and you were always there for me.. I'll always love you." I confessed looking out into the night. He nodded, "Forever beautiful." He whispered while kissing my head. We sat and talked remembering everything. It was nice having my Lucas back.. But my life was just getting messier. Lucas walked me home and said goodbye. I sighed and watched him walk off into the night. I sat down on the fountain edge and sighed hanging my head low. Lucas... Austin... Jason... all these thoughts just ran through my head. Lucas was my first love, I had always liked Austin, and Jason.. when I was with him.. everything felt perfect. I swung my legs hanging them over the edge and gripping the side. I had to have a answer for Austin TOMORROW.. I buried my head in my hands and sighed. 

"Emmmm!" Jason said while throwing his arms around me and picking me up. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck burying my head in his shoulder smiling and laughing. I lifted my head to look at hm and he kissed me. I loved his surprise kisses. He put me down and smiled down on me considering he was taller than me. "So where we headed?" He asked sweetly. I took his hand and walked down the sidewalk with him. "Well you'll see." I said with a smirk. He raised and eyebrow and cracked a smile. I giggled and continued to walk. We got to the beach and went to the pier. I took him to his favorite pizzeria. He smiled huge and hugged me. "Wow Anderson, didn't think you'd remember all the way back to 5th grade." He chuckled. I blushed and shrugged. "Well you know I'm just that awesome." He playfully rolled his eyes and got us a table. We ordered Hawaiian pizza, our favorite. "Nu uh!" He said while laughing. I smirked and nodded. 'Yeah huh!" I said while twirling the cherry in between my thumb and forefinger. He narrowed his eyes with a slight smile. "Prove it." He said. I gave him that, "Okay it's on" look and dropped the cherry into my mouth. I bit off the actual cherry then tied the stem in a knot with my tongue. I made a face then pulled it out and waved it in Jason's face. "Tadaaaa!" I said mockingly. He plafully slapped my hand down. "Damn St. Mary." He said with a smirk. I rolled my eyes and smirked at him. He smiled. We finished up eating and went for a walk down the pier. It was a nice night out and it was so pretty with all the lights. We played games, at more food, and just enjoyed our time.

"Please come on Jason!" I said keeping my hold on his hand. "I don't wanna impose Em, it's fineee!" He said back. "Jason I don't wanna be alone. So it's settled you're staying." I decided while opening the doors and pulling him inside. I heard him chuckled and follow me inside. He whistled and looked around. "Wow." he mumbled. I blushed and led him upstairs. He smiled and followed me. "Nice room." He chuckled as I shut the door. "Hush it." I said while blushing. He smiled and put his hands on my waist slightly pushing me against the wall. He kissed my neck as I placed my hands on his shoulders. "Jasonn." I whined. He sighed and pulled away. I gave him that, "I'm sooorrryy im tired" look. He chuckled and jumped on the bed pulling me on top of him. I smiled and pecked his cheek. He pulled me into his arms and turned over, I laughed and said, "Get off me fatty!" He laughed and looked at me, "Oh fatty am I?!" He joked and pressed down on me. I laughed and tried pushing him off. "Ahhh fattyyy!" I joked. We both laughed and rolled over. "Imma change, you can wear this." I said while tossing him a pair of white basketball shorts. He thanked me and I went to my closet. I changed into   http://www.polyvore.com/sleepy_timeee/set?id=41268670 and walked back out to find Jason laying shirtless staring at the ceiling. I threw the covers back and crawled underneath. Jason looked at me and smiled and got under with me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him. He kissed my head and ran his fingers through my hair. "Night baby." I whispered while kissing his hand. "Night cutie." He said while kissing my head and squeezing me. I smiled to myself and felt my eyes close and slowly sleep. Everything felt so right...


"Wake up Emmaaaa!" I heard someone say while shaking me. I looked around and saw a blurry figure sitting next to me shaking me. "Jasonnn!" I groaned falling back onto my pillow. He laughed and said, "Rise and shine princess!" He said while pushing me. I groaned and hit him. "Jaaasss." I whined and covered my head with my other pillow. "Hahahah just get up lazy ass." he said while starting to tickle me. I flipped out and started screaming and laughing till i couldn't breathe. He continued tickling me and laughing his ass off. When he finally stopped I was on top of his lap panting and tired. I slapped his arm but fell bak and leaned on him tired and out of breath. "Em.. Austin called." he said from behind me. I looked up and him and he held my phone in his hand. Uh oh..


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Thursday, February 9, 2012

Part 10 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

Part 9 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

"Well..." I started. He nodded and bit his lip. I drew my breath and sighed. It was now or never. "Look Jason.." "YO MCCANN! BUDDY! HOW ARE YOU?!?" I heard a too familiar voice yell while bursting through the door. "Ayee Andrews, wassup?!" He yelled back in response while sitting up and smiling. I blinked in dismay as my head turned towards the door. "Lucas, meet my girlfriend, Emma. Emma this is Lucas-" I cut him off. "Andrews." I whispered finishing his sentence. "How'd you know?" He asked raising an eye brow. "Just a guess, hi I'm Emma." I mumbled as I shook his outstretched hand. "Nice to meet you." He said as a smirk flashed over his face for a second. I drew back my hand and stood up walking to the window as they did a bro shake and caught up. I sighed as I rested on the window sill staring at the stars. Who would've thought they'd be friends. "Yo Imma go grab something to eat, want anything?" Lucas asked Jason after a few minutes. "Nah man, I'm good thanks though, but take Emma with you. I know you haven't eaten in days!" He directed the last part at me. "Jas I'm not hungry.." I lied not wanting to go with Lucas. "Go, please, for me?" He said trying to reason. I sighed and nodded. Lucas smiled at me and opened the door. I walked out and heard Lucas say, "Be back in a few man." Then shut the door. I turned down an empty hallway hoping he didn't see me. I was walking when I felt fingers roughly curl around my already bruised wrists and yank me to the ground. I groaned and looked up at the blurry figure. "Wow McCann is your little boyfriend, eh Anderson?" Lucas asked with an attitude. "Lucas stop.." I whispered while getting up and brushing myself off. "Why?" He asked while pushing me backwards into the wall. I groaned in pain and shut my eyes. I felt his hands grab my wrists and push me against the wall. "Scared?" He whispered. I shook my head. "Lucas I'm done, just like I was two years ago.. please can't we just be done?" I pleaded. He rested his forehead on mine loosening his grip. "I-I can't baby.." He whispered. I gently took his wrists and held them in my hands keeping my eyes shut. "You don't think I missed you? Us? What happened Lucas? Don't you remember why it ended?!" I cried. He nodded and placed his hand on my cheek, oh his touch... "Now's not the the time Lucas... meet me at the lake at 6 tomorrow, alright?" I said calmly. He nodded and pulled away. I opened my eyes and sighed. I held out my arms and he hugged me. I hugged him back and buried my head in his chest. "I missed you.." I mumbled into his chest. "i missed you too." He mumbled into my head. He put his arm around me and we walked to the vending machines. He kissed my head and I smiled. "I think you got shorter." He joked while chuckling. I lifted my leg and kicked him in the butt from the side. "jerk." I joked back. We bought a ton of junk food and soda and returned to the room.

"Well, I'm gonna head out guys, don't have too much fun." He joked. I smiled and Jason laughed to himself. "Get better man, I'll see you soon for sure?" He said while they fist bumped. "Nice meeting you." He said to me with a wink only i could see. I smiled and nodded, "Night." i said shyly. "Goodnight guys." He said then shut the door. "Mmmm I'm tired." I mumbled while stretching out under the covers and burying my arms under the pillows. I faced the opposite way of Jason but snuggled up next to him. "Then sleep babe." He said with a chuckle. "Mmm.. yeah.." I mumbled. I felt him kiss my head then run his fingers through my hair and down my back until I slowly drifted off to sleep with the flashing lights of the tv and hum of the electronics...

*JASON'S POV*
"Then sleep babe." I chuckled watching her adjust herself. "Mmm yeaahh.." She mumbled before falling asleep. I smiled as I ran my hand through her hair and down her back. I've never and I repeat, NEVER felt this way about a girl.. The way we fought, her attitude, crazy, but it made me like her more! She was unique in her own special way and I loved that. I sighed and sunk back into my pillow bored, I've slept almost all week. I turned off the flashing tv which only gave me a headache and sighed. I looked out the window at the stars.. I felt tears build up in my eyes. I demanded they go away and looked back into the dark empty room. I wanted to go home, but then again once I left I had no one.. I don't even know how I was supposed to pay for this.. I sighed and looked at Emma remembering she was there. It was so sweet of her always coming to see me. I moved her hair away and saw the bruises on her back.. She had more on her wrists and her upper arm.. Something or someone was hurting her and it hurt me knowing she wouldn't tell me. I don't like to pry myself into people's business so I never bothered pushing her to tell me, but she's been lying.. I just.. I loved being with her but it feels like there is so much I didn't know about her.. Maybe I was just being paranoid but.. I dunno. I sighed yet again and laid down wrapping my arms around her and kissing her goodnight. I wish I stayed awake.. "Jason?" I heard someone call out. "Emma? Emma is that you?" I answered. "Jaaassooon." She sang back. I ran around the corner and found her on the ground bruised and definitely beaten. "Emma what the hell happened to you?!" I yelled in dismay. "Jason he hit me again..." She whispered weakly as I pulled her onto my lap. "Emma baby who?!" I yelled getting worried. She was hurt, badly. "J-Jason.. He hit me.." She whispered again. "Baby I heard you, WHO HIT YOU!?" I yelled angry and worried. "Y-You." She whispered then disappeared. "EMMA?!" I shouted and looked around. 

"JASON WAKE UP!!!" I shot up and looked around. I rubbed my face and I was sweating. "Oh.. Uh what?" I asked out of it. I lay back leaning on my pillows. "Jas.. you okay?" She asked while laying her head on my chest with her ear to my heart. "Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine just a.. weird dream that's all." I said trying to play it off. She nodded and sighed. I felt her wiggle around then adjust herself perfectly next to me and sleep again. I sat up and just stared into the darkness. What the hell did that dream mean?! "Who's hurting you?" "Y-You." WHAT DOES THAT MEAN!? I'm not hitting her! I may be hurt and weird sometimes but I'm not delirious enough to hit her and not remember. I sat up for hours thinking about it cause it really bothered me.. Now wait.. Dreams don't always mean something. I could just be having a weird dream. It means nothing.. 

"JAS!! THEIR LETTING YOU OUT TONIGHT!!" She squealed as she came running through the door and throwing herself on me. I chuckled and hugged her. "That's great.." I mumbled a little worried. "Wait.. what's wrong Jas?" She asked while half sitting on the bed. "Nothing... It's just... Em I don's know how I'm supposed to pay for this.." I blurted out while looking down. She sat in silence for a little then I felt her get up and leave. WTF? I was tempted to call her a bitch but maybe there was a method to her madness.. There better fucking be. I sat up and sighed. The door opened and she came waltzing back in with a shy smile on her face. "Where the hell did you go?" I asked. "Jason.." She started while coming closer. I threw my legs over the edge of the bed for the first time in forever and sat up straight by myself. She rested her forehead on mine and held my hands. "Jason live with me.." She blurted out in a whisper. I opened my eyes and looked at her. "Are you crazy?" I asked shocked. "Jason.. I paid for your hospital stay, your insurance wasn't enough.. I don't like the fact thinking you're out there living alone.." She said. "Wait.. you paid FOR ME?" I asked even more shocked. She nodded. This girl...

*EMMA'S POV*
"Wait.. you paid FOR ME?" He asked shocked. I nodded a little afraid. "That is.. wow I can't believe you would actually do that for me.." He said as a smile grew on his face. I looked up and smiled at him. "I can't let you do this.." He said. "Jason don't start with me, Both my parents have more money then they know what to do with and they waste it on shit like flying to different countries for vacation, we'll be fine." I whispered. He sighed and shook his head. "I can't pay you back.." He whispered. "You don't have to Jason.. Please just let me do this." I said. He sighed and nodded. I smiled and hugged him. He hugged me back and pulled me down on top of him as we laughed and smiled. Hours went by as doctors did more and more tests on him. Finally it was 7:30 and he was allowed to leave. He changed into this, http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=43549775 He put his arm around me and finally we left. As soon as we got outside he picked me up from the back and spun me around. I screamed and laughed as he lifted me in the air. I kissed his nose then his soft pink lips. "Oh no.." I whispered. "What is it baby?" He mumbled while kissing my neck. "Jason, I'm gonna drive you home then you can get ready and we're gonna go out for dinner, alright?" I said with a smile. He smiled and nodded. I made sure he was okay with going on a motorcycle again, he said yes so we got on mine and drove off. I dropped him off and told him I'd be back in an hour. He smiled and kissed my cheek then walked inside. I sighed and drove as fast as I could home. I parked in my drive way and jumped off.

"Hello?" He answered. "Look Lucas don't hang up, I'm so so so sorry! I completely forgot about it. I was at the hospital,-" "With Jason. I get it." He said clearly angry. "Look Lucas I'm sorry they let him leave today so I had to be there. He scoffed a little. "Yeah okay." He answered. "No Lucas I'm sorry! Look I'm on my way right now, please don't be mad." I said, ducking under a tree and running. "Mad? How could I be mad? You're only 2 and a half fucking hours late." He said sarcasticly and coldly. "I'm sorry." I whispered coming to the clearing and seeing him sitting on the dock. I hung up and walked to the dock. "Look Lucas I'm sorry." I whispered. He stared off to the distance and slightly nodded. "Emma.." I sat down next to him and looked at him. "Your knuckles.." I whispered while gently running my fingers over them. "You've been punching glass again... Lucas why!?" I pleaded. He looked at me with that, "You should know.." Look. I felt horrible..

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Part 9 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

Part 9-Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

"Keith I'm staying at a friends!" I hollered as I got up. Oh wait, Keith was out for the night. I pulled off my heels and held them in my hands. I opened the door and ran out. I was running towards the hospital with tears streaming down my cheeks. I must have looked crazy.  I finally got to the hospital and muttered a quick hello to the front desk. I swiftly made my way down the hall to Jason's room and stopped at the door. I placed my hand on the door and sighed wiping the tears away and leaning my forehead on the door. "Emma?" I heard faintly from inside the room. I swallowed and went inside. He was sitting up eating a little while watching tv. "Hey Babe." I said while tossing my shoes on the floor and kissing his cheek. "Em what are you doing here, why aren't you with Austin or at an after party?" he questioned while raising an eyebrow. Truth be told, I told Austin before we went home I had a busy day the next day and couldn't party.. I was scared.. "Oh come on Jas, I wanted to see you.." I lied while sitting down on the edge of the bed. He gave me that, "bullshit" look. I rolled my eyes and placed my hand on his. "You look really pretty, but you've been crying, why?" He asked while maneuvering his hand to be holding mine. "Would you believe me if I said I missed you?" I said while looking at the ground. "No..." He mumbled. "Jas." I said while looking up and squeezing his hand. He smiled and shrugged, "Fine don't tell me, I'll take that answer." He chuckled. I smiled as he pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around me and kissed the side of my head. "How was your day?" I asked while hugging his forearms and leaning a bit on him. "Boring, but it suddenly got better." He said with a little smirk. I blushed and kissed his hand. "I see you've had more encounters with poles.." He said sarcasticly while running his fingers over my bruised wrists." I shyly laughed but got a little worried. "Look Em, it's sweet of you to, "Miss Me," he said using his finger as air quotes, "But go have fun. Honestly this is gonna be so boring staying here with me. Go party, drink, live it up, do it for me, please st mary?" He asked with a wink. I laughed to myself and sighed. "I dunno Jas.." I mumbled while looking at the ground. "Go." He said while lifting my chin up with his two fingers. I sighed and nodded. "Alright.. but I'm coming back and sleeping here tonight, I don't wanna be home alone." I said while shivering. "Bring Austin home." He said jokingly. I laughed and pushed him playfully. If only you knew Jason.. I thought feeling guilty.

"Hey I'm here." Austin's text read. "Night Jas, I'll come back later." I said while leaning down and kissing his cheek. He gently grabbed my chin and kissed my lips. I let the kiss linger on as I smiled. "Goodnight baby." He said with a smile. I smiled and ran out. I walked outside and spotted Austin's car. I smiled and climbed in. "Hey babe." He said while kissing me cheek. I closed my eyes and swallowed. "Heey!" I said. He started driving away. "Hey could we stop at my house, I need to change." I said shyly. He chuckled and nodded. "Totally, speaking of which, babe how'd you get here?" He said while slightly glancing at me. "Oh you know, my family friend dropped me off, just to check on him." I said while looking out the window. He nodded. We got to my house and I invited him in. We walked inside, "Nice house." He said. I laughed and thanked him. I took his hand and we went upstairs. He sat down on my bed as I went to my closet to change. I changed into this,  http://www.polyvore.com/concert/set?id=43111104 then came out to meet him. He was walking around looking at all my pictures and stuff. I giggled and grabbed his hand heading downstairs. Something i could never get past was why did Jason so desperately want me to always be with Austin? Like how could a guy be that trusting, and that sweet? Maybe he was getting over me and wanted me to find another guy? I don't know... |: We climbed back into Austin's car and drove off to Justin's house. Technically I call it Lucy and Justin's house cause she practically lives there but yanno. We pulled up and got out, there were so many people here, music was blasting, and wow Justin's house seemed to have gotten bigger. Austin took my hand and we walked in. "Yo wassup Austin, Aye shawty." Justin greeted us at the door with Lucy under his arm. "Hey girl!" Lucy said happily, I smiled and hugged her. "Hey I'm gonna go get a drink, okay?" I said to Austin. He nodded and let go walking off to a bunch of people greeting him. He was one of the most popular guys in our school. I went to the kitchen and  grabbed a coke I hid there last time I was at Justin's. Hahah idiot never found it. I was opening it and stared out the window to the backyard where people were swimming and just chilling, and more music out there too. (LOL ever see Seventeen again? it looks like when Zac's character threw a party) I started drinking it when I almost chocked. I saw Cassie, again, on a chair making out with some guy. If Cassie was here..... 

I put my drink down suddenly not thirsty anymore and went to find Austin. I had to push and squeeze past so many people until I got to him. I grabbed his hand and smiled at him. He smiled down on me and put his arm around me and kissed my head. Like Jason does... "Yo Anderson, Matthews, Ya'll together?!" Someone called out. Uh oh. I just blushed and looked down. "Awww they are!" Someone else called out. Austin chuckled to himself and hugged me tighter. I didn't know how to explain, "Oh no I'm dating Jason McCann but he told me to go with Austin and have fun but he doesn't know Austin likes me and I have no idea what to feel." Yeah simple. "KISS!" Someone else yelled out. My head shot up and I looked at Austin who blushed. They all started chanting, "KISS KISS KISS KISS!" Immature brats. Austin leaned down on me and gently held my chin up and kissed me. I felt his familiar lips meet mine and move in perfect sync. My arms slowly wrapped around his neck and his hands wrapped around my hips. We finally separated and I blushed while looking at everyone cheering while leaning on his chest with my hands and ear to his chest. "Are we?" Austin questioned. The one thing I did not want to hear from him for once... " I shrugged, "Give me a day Austin.. I have a few things to... figure out." I said shyly. He smiled and nodded. "Take your time. He whispered while resting his chin on my head and hugging me. I sighed and hugged him too. Thankfully I didn't see Lucas here at the party but I hated these feelings I kept having... Every time i had a bad feeling, something bad happened. It's happening again.. Ugh. 


"Pleasee! Faith!" I begged. "Fine but only cause your stupid." She said while laughing. "That didn't even make sense but thank youuu!" I said while hugging her. "Yeah yeah you love me when you need me." She said jokingly. I laughed and we walked out. I had already said goodbye to Austin, Justin, and Lucy. I had to beg Faith to take me to the hospital. She was the only person who knew about me and Jason, and she didn't approve. I personally didn't care, but whatever. She gave me a ride to the hospital and told me to behave. Oh Faith. I walked inside and into Jason's room. I knew this hospital like the back of my hand. I peaked in at first to see if Jason was still awake. He was laying down with his arm behind his head watching That 70's Show. " Emma, back so soon?" He asked amused and not taking his eyes off the tv. I sighed and walked over to the window and leaned on the sill looking at the stars. "Yeah well the party got boring..." I mumbled. "Something wrong?" He asked while muting the tv and sitting up and looking at me. I sighed and looked down. "Jas there's something you need to know.." I started while walking over to his bed. "Uh oh.." He said again. "Jason.. Austin likes me.. And he kissed me.. t-twice.. The first time was right after the dance and the second was at the party when everyone was chanting tell us to." I said scared and nervous. "Oh." He said while kind of playing with his thumbs. "Jason I'm so sorry.. I never meant for this to happen. It just did. I felt horrible after and that's why I came running here crying before.." I said weakly feeling a lump in my throat. "You only kissed right?" He asked. "Yes." i said. "Well then just forget it, it's nothing Emma." He said while sitting back and looking at the ceiling. "Jas..." I whispered. "Really it's fine Emma." He said again. " Jason do you not want to be my boyfriend anymore or something?" i finally blurted out.  He sat up and looked at me. "What the hell? Of course not! I love being with you!" He said sounding a little irritated that I asked. "Well I mean you keep telling me to go off with Austin and you don't even care that we kissed?! i felt horrible, how can you be so forgiving, not caring, trustworthy, UGH I don't even know!" i said getting angry myself. "Sorry I have trust?" He retorted emotionless. I shook my head and sat down in the chair. "You trust me right?" I whispered. He nodded. "of course.." He said. "Well then I trust you, and there's something you need to know. It's bigger than what I just told you.." He looked concerned and a little nervous. "Well..." I started. Here goes nothing.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Part 8- Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

Part 8 Jason McCann Love Story ~Unknown Love~

The rest of our group showed up shortly after and we all took pictures. I smiled and laughed the whole time. Austin was genuinely funny and sweet. I loved being around him. Austin, Me, Faith, and Matt were in Austin's car and Justin, Lucy, Jordan, Luke, Skylar, and Gabriell were in Justin's. We drove to Bravo's just in time for our reservations. We sat down but I excused myself to go to the bathroom. I noticed a bunch of other snowball groups here too. Typical. I was walking to the bathroom when one group in particular seemed to catch my eye. Cassie, the school slut, and... Who was that? LUCAS?! I kept walking but now, now I was mad. I know I shouldn't be jealous, I had Jason AND Austin but every time I saw him.. Especially with another girl.. I turned down the little empty hallway, past the mens room and into the ladies room. I fixed my hair slightly and a little make up. I remembered when I took the walk to the lake.. I missed him I can't deny that.. Before he changed he was my everything.. I sighed and shook my head. Stop thinking about it. I told myself. I put on a fake half smile and walked out. I was looking at the ground not paying attention, when I bumped into someone in the hallway. "Oh I'm so sorry." I said as I started looking up. "Well lookie here." They said. I froze from the voice. I looked up and Lucas smirked at me. I took a step back but he took a step closer. "You just can't stay away from me can you?" He asked sarcasticly. "Leave me alone Lucas." I said firmly trying to get by him. "Wooahh attitude check." He said while grabbing my arm roughly and throwing me backwards against the wall. He put his hands on either side of me so I couldn't leave. He got in my face and whispered, "And you NEVER call the shots." He growled. I swallowed hard. He smirked and AGAIN kissed me! I wanted to push him off but I couldn't bring myself to. Finally i found enough strength to and got him off me. "Stop doing that!" I screamed, He laughed and pushed me backwards. "You know. I thought about it Anderson. It would be SO much better if your little boyfriend found out about us. This. Last time." He said evily while grabbing my arms and slamming them to the wall. I grabbed his wrists and pushed him backwards. "You wouldn't dare!" I screamed in a whisper. "Oh I think we all know i would. And what if he found out about that little secret..." He said with an evil smile. "No Lucas!" I screamed now really scared. I knew one day I would regret this. Of all people Lucas. He smiled and laughed. "What he doesn't know yet? It's alright I'll tell him." He said while turning to walk away. I grabbed his wrist and jerked him back. I grabbed his collar and got in his face. "You swore you wouldn't tell a soul."I whispered. "Oh so you don't want people to know?" he asked playing dumb. He turned and pushed me, hard causing me to fly into the wall. I yelped a little. "Well if you don't want your damn boyfriend to know you better not be a bitch," he growled, "see you around Princess." he said with a wink and walked away. I stood there shocked. I'm being black mailed. 

"Hey what took you so long?" Faith asked as I sat down. "Oh haha I dropped all my make up and had to find where it all went, sorry!" I said while blushing. "No It's fine, I ordered you water and lobster bisque soup, is that okay?" Austin asked sweetly. I smiled, "Thats just what i wanted, thank youu!" I said while hugging him. He laughed and hugged me back. We all ate and talked and laughed but I couldn't shake what just happened.. I knew this night would be bad. That feeling I had before.. I shook everything off and tried to enjoy my time. "Ready to go?" Austin asked while standing up and helping me up. I smiled and nodded. We all climbed into our cars and drove off. We got to the school and parked. Austin opened my door for me and helped me out. We all talked and laughed on our way in. When I walked inside I was actually surprised, it looked so pretty. The theme was "A Starry Night" or something like that. We were dancing and I honestly forgot everything else. We were having a great time. I was constantly smiling and laughing. Let's not lie, I feel horrible admitting this, but I forgot about Jason for the night...

"Care to dance?" Austin asked as the song "Forever And Always" (Piano Version) By Taylor Swift came on. I blushed and nodded. I placed my hands on his shoulder and his on my hips. I smiled up at him then rested my head on his shoulder. I sighed and smiled. My whole life, well not my whole life, since middle school I've dreamed about having Austin as mine.. and now this is happening? This all felt like a dream. "You know, Em.." Austin started. I lifted my head and looked up at him smiling, "Yeah?" I answered back. "I gotta tell you something.. Probably should have told you sooner but, I like you.. A lot.. and I have for a while.." He confessed. I felt everything inside me just turn upside down. "You-you do?" I asked as we continued to rock. He smiled and nodded. Now I'm screwed. How do I say, "oh well actuially I'm dating Jason McCann." I smiled and just rested my head on his shoulder. I whispered, "I like you too." So he could hear. He smiled and we kept dancing. 

"I had a great time tonight.." I said shyly as he held my right hand in his, standing a step lower than I. We stood outside my large doors on the marble steps by the fountain. "Me too Anderson.. You were really great." He said smiling. I blushed and hugged him. He hugged me back but neither of us wanted to let go. We finally parted and I looked deep into his eyes.. He leaned in and so did I. I felt his soft pink lips press against mine, and mine move in sync with his. After about 30 seconds we pulled apart. I felt butterflies in my stomach. He smiled and kissed my cheek. "Goodnight Emma." He said letting go of my hand. "Night Austin." i whispered then walked into my house. I leaned against the door and slid down to the floor with a shocked look on my face. No no no no no! I buried my head in my hands. "Jason forgive me." I whispered.


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Saturday, February 4, 2012

Part 7- Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

PART 7!(: Jason McCann Love Story ~Unknown Love~

I was crying into his chest as he tried to keep me in his arms. He was weak but he didn't care. "Shhh baby I'm so sorry.." He mumbled while burying his head into my shoulder. I knew my tears were soaking into his shirt, I felt bad for acting like this. I finally stopped crying but Jason continued to rock me and run his fingers through my hair. We were leaning back on the pillows kinda laying down, (know what I mean?) I laid my head on my hand on his chest. He played with my hair and sat quietly as I came back to myself.. My eyes were shut and I was just thinking. "You okay Em?" He asked quietly. I nodded and sat up so I could look at him. He looked at me concerned and a little upset. "Emma.. what happened to you? And what was that nightmare about that scared you half out of your mind?!" He asked worried. I sighed and shook my head. "I can't..." I mumbled. He looked at me upset. "What? Emma you have a black eye, your having strange nightmares, random crying outbursts.. I've never seen you like this.. What's wrong?! I shook my head. "I'm just stressed.. My black eye? I ran into a pole last night on the way home.. Embarrassing I know. And I'm crying cause the nightmare just freaked me out.. Yeah the nightmare that was.." I drifted off. I must have sounded really convincing cause Jason just nodded. "What was the nightmare about?" He asked calmly and putting his arm around me so I fit right under his arm and next to him curled in a ball. I lay my hand on his chest and my head on his shoulder. "It was just a freaky dream.. I don't even know how to explain it.. But when I woke up to find you here, everything was so much better." I said with a smile. He smiled down on me and leaned down kissing me softly. I saw flashbacks of last night flash before me as my eyes were shut. We pulled apart and I felt guilty for lying straight to Jason's face.. He pulled me close to him and wrapped his arms around me resting his hands on my stomach. (So lik you were leaning on him like kind of in between his legs lool) He intertwined his fingers with mine. I smiled up and him and rested on his chest. His head fit perfectly in my neck. I smiled and kissed his cheek. He did the same. Everything went back to normal, We talked we laughed, yanno the usual. But the thought of Jason leaving me still burned in my mind. I feel like this sweet Jason only lasted so long.. Like I said before he's a player, he's been with so many girls and he had a rep.. He would be sweet and kind but then later on in the relationship he'd be different.. I never believed the rumors, mostly cause I didn't know him. But all I could think of was all the fights we had.. even back in elementary school we fought on the playground. Gosh he had a way of getting under my skin. But now.. sitting here in his arms, everything felt so.. right.

"I-I feel so tired.." His voice drifted off as his eyes fought to stay open. "Noo shh baby get some rest, I'll leave you alone. I'll come back either tonight or tomorrow after school." I said while getting out of bed and pulling the blanket on him. (remember today's sunday!) He slowly nodded and turned his head so he was facing the other way. I softly kissed his cut cheek and turned off the light. I grabbed my bag and walked out. I looked at my phone and noticed I had a missed call. I went to the bathroom and re-did my make up. (yes you brought it with you haha) I finished up and sighed. I got outside and sat on my motorcycle with my helmet half on. I decided to call them back. "Hello?" Austin answered. "Hey did you call?" I asked sweetly. "Oh haha hey Anderson!" He said. Everyone called me Anderson cause there were like 5 Emma's in our school. "Haha what's up?" I said while strapping my helmet on. "Oh nothing.. uhm wanna hang out later?" He asked sounding just a tad bit nervous. I smiled. "I'd love to, I'll swing by in ten?" I asked happily. "Perfect!" He said happily. "Alrighty see you then Austin!" I said excitedly. "See you babe." He said then hung up. Every time i talked to Austin it's like there were butterflies in my stomach. I put my phone away and drove off. I smiled to myself the entire time..

"Hey Em!" He said while opening the door. He hugged me and I hugged him back. We went inside and up to his room. I sat down on his bed and he sat next to me. I picked up his guitar and smiled. I sat "criss cross apple sauce" (hahahah again) on hte bed with the guitar in my lap, playing Action Item's song "Where You Belong" and looking down on the guitar. I heard him laugh chuckled to himself a little. I looked up and smiled. "Whaat?" I asked like a little girl. He smiled and shook his head. "Keep going it sounds really good!" I smiled and looked back down at the guitar. I started playing a song I wrote myself. "She tried to runaway, she tried to hide all day, until she finally found it.." I sang while playing. I shut my eyes and played from memory. I thought about everything in my past.. the past few days, the past few years.. I finally finished and I found Austin jaw dropped staring at me. I blushed, "What was it terrible?" I asked shyly while putting the guitar down. He shook his head. "Terrible?! That was amazing! Oh my gosh you never told me you could sing! And I've never heard that song, what's it called?" He asked excitedly I laughed and thanked him. "It's called journey, I wrote it." I said proudly and smiled. "Wow you're really talented Em." I blushed again. "Thank you Austin, it means a lot." I said with a smile. He smiled and nodded. "Aye you hungry?" He asked. I looked up. "Starved!" I said with a smile. He took my hand and we ran out the door.

"Oh this looks so good." I said while laughing. We pulled up to the McDonalds a few blocks away and got out. "Haha Anderson you talk as if you haven't eaten in days. Let's get some food in you." He said jokingly. I smiled and took his hand again. We ordered our food and sat down. "So you excited for Snowball?" He asked jokingly. I laughed and nodded. "Yesss! let's be honest i was surprised you said yes.." I said while eating a fry. "Why? You're so sweet and funny, I'm happy to be going with you!" He said with a smile. "Awww!" I said without thinking. He chuckled and ate a fry too. We talked and laughed and everything seemed so amazing. Till one problem. I remembered, I have a boyfriend... We went back to his house and sadly said goodbye. I told him I'd see him tomorrow. "Alright see yah Anderson." he said then kissed me cheek quickly and went inside. I sighed and walked back to my motorcycle and put my helmet on. I couldn't bare to face Jason so I went home. I went up to my room and got out my homework. Yeah since Junior year was the most important I might as well try. Next year I can slack off.(;

The week went by faster than I ever expected. Tomorrow was the Snowball dance and I was nervous. I stood in front of my mirror looking at myself in my dress. (you'll see later ;) I fiddled with the bottom. I smiled at myself but it faded. I have been so stressed out recently.. With Jason still in the hospital, Lucas back, and Austin finally falling for me.. I just felt like disappearing for a few days. I took off the dress and showered. It was 11:30 at night. I changed into http://www.polyvore.com/sleeeeepppyy/set?id=41563320 I put my hair up in a messy bun and threw the covers back. I climbed into bed and turned off my lights. I put my i pod on and listened to "Where Everything Falls Back Down" by Action Item. I sighed and drifted off to sleep. I had a nice dream for the first time in a while. Everything was just perfect. When I woke up I'll admit I was a little upset. I rubbed my eyes and sat up. I turned my i pod off and looked out the window. It was a nice day out. Thankfully. I looked at the clock, 9:30? That gave me enough time to go see Jason then come back and get ready. I didn't bother changing. I ran downstairs, out the door, and drove off. "You awake sleepy?" I said while putting my bag in the same old spot. He smiled at me and softly kissed me like always. "Yes I'm awake, why aren't you getting ready for your dance?" He asked while moving over. I shrugged, "I'll have enough time later.
How are you?" I asked while holding his hand. Over the past week he's been getting his strength back but that doesn't change the fact that he has 3 broken ribs, a sprained wrist, and one hell of a concussion. He was just lucky he had his helmet on. "I'm better, yanno same old same old." I nodded. The time passed and I sadly said goodbye.. For some reason this goodbye seemed harder than all the others. Maybe cause I desperately wanted him to come with me. 

I stood once again in the mirror applying my make up. I wore this, http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=43284526 I finished and smiled to myself. "Ding dong" I heard the doorbell chime. "Emma it's for you!" Keith called from downstairs. I smiled and walked out of my room shutting my door. I walked down the spiral staircase and caught a glimpse of Austin. He was holding the corsage and talking to Keith. I looked at him and he looked at me. He smiled wide. "Emma.... You look amazing." He said sweetly. I blushed. "Thank you." Everyone was coming over to my house to take the pictures so we went and sat on the couch waiting for Faith and Matt, Luke and Gabriell, Jordan and Skylar, and my other friend Lucy, and her boyfriend Justin. I felt nervous and something inside me was warning me, but I had no idea of what...

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Part 6 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~

PART 6!(: Jason McCann Love Story ~Unknown Love~

I walked out of the hospital and sighed. It was 4 in the morning, who's gonna be awake to pick me up? Tyler, my driver, was out sick anyway. I sighed and started walking. I shivered but just shook it off. I was halfway there taking a short cut through an alley when a car seemed to slow down by me. I got a little worried and started walking faster. Soon the window rolled down. "Yo Anderson!" I heard. I looked inside the car and it had to have been my worst nightmare. I froze and felt my body tense up with fear and memories. They pulled over on the side of the road as I backed up. Soon enough, Lucas, the worst part of my life, stepped out of the car and came walking towards me. "What you ain't happy to see me baby?" He asked sarcasticly with a smirk. "What the hell are you doing here?" I whispered. "What am I doing here? Partying bitch what do you think?" He said while laughing. Him and his "crew" were all laughing. They all also smelled like beer. "I thought you left. You moved to Georgia." I said hearing my voice tremble and trying to not sound so scared. He scoffed at me. "Where have you been at little miss everything. I've been back for weeks. And lookie here, I just found YOU." He said while leaning in and pinning me against the wall causing me to drop my bag. "I told you to leave me alone." I shot back through gritted teeth. "I tired princess, but something just brought me back to you." He said with a smirk while twirling my hair with his fingers. I swallowed hard and tried to hide my fear. He ran his hand down my cheek and rested his forehead on mine. "Remember how we went swimming in our lake, or how we would just sit on your roof, talking about our future." He whispered while closing his eyes. I closed my eyes hard and nodded. "What ever happened to that us?" He questioned. I swallowed remembering all the great times we had. "You changed. You turned into an asshole." I snapped back angrily remembering all the memories. He grew angry and slapped me then shoved me against the wall and turned around walking away a bit. I yelped and grew a little scared. I remembered everything.. I slowly started to walk up to him when he spun around and kissed me. I tried to push him off me but he kept his grip. Finally we broke it and my lips tingled remembering his kisses. I snapped out of the trance and grew furious. "WHAT THE HELL!" He laughed and shrugged. "What you missed my kisses and you know it. You probably haven't been kissed since I left you nun." He shot at me. I cringed I hated when Jason called me that and I hated when he called me that. WAIT. Jason. "Why the hell did you just kiss me?!" I screamed at him. "Doing you a favor babe." He said while laughing and high fiving all his friends. "I have a damn boyfriend." I said through cringed teeth. "Well tell him I said hey bitch." He whispered back while grabbing my arm tightly. I flinched and tried to shake him off but he was stronger. "Now look princess. You don't tell your little boyfriend about this and we'll be fine." He scoffed. "And if I say no?" I questioned. "Then worse will happen. Got it?" He said while tightening his grip until I was sure there was a bruise there too. "Lucas stop it hurts!" I screamed. He smiled evily and threw my arm down. "Same little Anderson. Pathetic and weak. Let's go boys." He said while walking away leaving me in pain and tears. They got in their car and drove off. I felt the tears fall as I walked back and picked up my bag. Yep the perfect life I have.. I finally made it home and dug through my bag for the key cause Keith was asleep. I got inside and quietly shut the huge doors. I crept upstairs and collapsed into my bed. I started sobbing. I was sobbing cause of Lucas, cause I cheated on Jason not even a day into our relationship, the fact I know I still have feelings for Austin.. My life was slowly falling apart right when I thought it was coming together..

I stepped out of the shower and felt the wind blow in from my window. I went to my closet and changed into http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=40532222 I grabbed my make up and covered up the bruise on my right cheek and I made sure my sleeves covered my bruised arm. I sighed and sat down on my bed fiddling with my phone in my fingers. I looked at the time, 10: 30 A.M. (you slept after you cried) I sighed and stood up going downstairs. "Morning Sweetie, I've missed you!" Keith said while wrapping his arms around me and hugging me. "Haha missed you too big guy." I said while hugging him back. "Everything alright with your friend?" He asked while sitting back down. I sighed. "Yeah he's okay I guess, just really banged up." He sighed. "I'm sorry sweetheart." I gave him that "it's okay" look. He smiled and read the newspaper. I ate some cereal then told Keith I was going back to see Jason. He said okay but to be sure to check in every now and then. I said okay the nran out to the garage. I grabbed my keys and my helmet and hopped on my motorcycle/moped thingy (lol like a girls motorcycle) and drove off to the hospital. On the way I passes the spot where I ran into Lucas.. I shivered at the thought and kept driving. I finally got to the hospital and parked. I grabbed my phone out of my bag and went to Jason's room. "Knock knock knock." I said with a smile. Jason turned over and opened his eyes slightly. He smiled and weakly motioned for me to go over. He seemed weaker than before.. "Hi sweetie." I said while placing my bag on the chair and kissing his cheek. He smiled and kissed mine weakly. "Hi baby." He said while grabbing my hand. I smiled and sat down on the edge of the bed. He slightly sat up and pulled me closer. We both sat in bed with out backs against the pillow, sitting up, holding hands. "See don't you feel better now that you're all cleaned up? Now say thank you Jason." He joked. I laughed and playfully hit his arm. He smiled and grabbed my upper arm pulling me closer. I winced because that's where my bruise was. He looked at me funny. "Something wrong?" He asked. I shook my head. "Just sore yanno." He nodded. I sighed and rested my head on his shoulder. Something that scared me the most was to loose Jason.. Let's be real. He's a player and he's been with a lot of girls.. What if this was all an act? Or what if i don't even compare to the other girls? I was just sort of worried I guess.. I felt my eyes slowly shut as I drifted off to sleep. I wish I hadn't.. that night the worst nightmare I could have ever had, I had. The worst part? It was all my memories.. "LUCAS STOP PLEASE!" i screamed as he lifted his hand and slapped me. I screamed in pain as I fell to the floor. "You stupid good for nothing slut!" He yelled in my face while kicking my stomach. I cried harder and doubled over. Lucas came home drunk from a party again. He's changed so much in the past 2 months. He grabbed me by the hair and pulled me up. I screamed and he slapped me. "SHUT THE HELL UP!" I felt more tears pour out of my eyes as he pushed me against the wall and kissed me. I wanted everything in my body to push him off but when he kissed me it was like I was in a whole other world. I knew this was wrong though I couldn't let him treat me like this and then kiss him. This was the 5th time I had to go through this and enough was enough. I shoved him off me and screamed at him. "STOP IT LUCAS! ENOUGH! IM DONE WITH YOUR BULLSHIT YOU HAVE TO PUT ME THROUGH EVERY TIME YOU WANT TO GET WASTED! WE'RE OVER!" That's how it all ended, but my imagination got carried away and the dream made it more intense. He didn't stop at my no. "You've had enough? We're over? I'm sorry I don't recall the last time we confirmed you called the shots, YOU DISGUSTING WHORE!" He screamed while shoving me backwards causing me to collapse to the ground hitting my head on the wall.

I woke up screaming, soaked in tears, and kicking. "Shhh baby stop please!" I heard Jason plead. I stopped moving and shot up looking around. I stayed sitting up with my head buried in my hands and sobbing. Jason slowly sat up with me and guided my head to his shoulder. "Shhh baby it's okay, it was only a dream, I'm right here." He said trying to comfort me. The worst part is it wasn't only a dream.. I went through that hell and now all the memories were left to haunt me. I lifted my head and looked at Jason causing me to cry harder. I wrapped my arms around his neck and cried into his shoulder. He stroked my back and played with my hair causing me to calm down. "Look baby everything is okay, I'm right here, and no one will hurt you even over my dead body." He said calmly. I stopped sobbing but the memories.. I wiped the tears away and sat up. I looked at Jason ready to thank him when he looked at me serious and concerned. "Wh-what?" I questioned nervously. "Emma.. Who hit you?" he questioned. I felt my body tense up and my face turned to stone. Jason brushed his thumb over the bruise and looked at me a bit worried but more angry. "Who?" He questioned. I couldn't help it, I just started crying again. Jason grabbed me into his arms and comforted me. I was so scared..

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