Part 15 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
"Uhh...Why?" I asked still a little bitter and upset from the fight earlier. "Why? Because I came over to fucking apologize and your not even fucking home." He growled on the other line. I felt my throat tighten. Shit.
*JASON'S POV*
I walked off without looking bad. It just made me so angry how she never wanted to open up and always pushed me away when I wanted to help. I know I shouldn't be this angry but I was. I sighed realizing how much we fight.. and we never even properly make up, we sort of just push it to the side. I felt bad for just leaving her there, but she wouldn't tell me the truth.. I was hot headed I'll admit it, I always have been one. I just don't know anymore.. I was afraid to loose Emma. I've been with a lot of girls, but NONE of them have ever made me feel the way she does. She's such a sweetheart.. I don't understand why we always fought. I sighed and continued walking. I finally sighed and stopped at Emma's house feeling guilty after walking around for hours. I was going to apologize. I walked up the steps and knocked on the door. No answer... I knocked again and waited.. I waited a good 10 mins, no answer. I grew annoyed and decided to call her. I sat down on the fountain edge and swung my feet while hanging them off the edge. "Hello?" She answered. "Emma? Where are you?" I asked trying to stay calm. "Uhhh.. Why?" She asked, which only ticked me off more. "Why? Because I came over to fucking apologize and you're not even fucking home." I growled. "O-Oh. I'm s-sorry. I went out.." She said shakily. I felt like she was lying. "Look Emma if you want this relationship to last we NEED to talk." I said with a sigh. "I know.. We do just uh-" She was cut off. "What? *in the background* well do you want me to take you home babe?" I heard some GUY say. "Emma who the hell are you with?!" I yelled. "Look Jason I'll be home in 2 mins.. goodbye." She whispered. "Wait Emma!" I sighed as she hung up. I sat and turned around now looking at the fountain. I sat criss crossed apple sauce and stared at my reflection. I sighed thinking about Emma. Who was she with.. it was killing me on the inside. I waited about 10 mins and finally a heard a car pull up. I didn't bother turning around, then curiosity got the best of me and I wanted to know who the hell she went out with. But I was too late, they pulled out of the driveway and was gone before I could even see them. I caught a glimpse of Emma walking my way with her head down playing with her thumbs. I turned back around and waited for her to come to me, I wanted the truth and I wasn't gonna leave without it. No matter what.
*Emma's POV*
Lucas dropped me off at my house and quickly kissed my cheek. I blushed and sighed in relief knowing Jason didn't see. I walked with my head down playing with my thumbs, walking towards Jason. I was trying to figure out what I was going to say to him. I did NOT want to lie to him, but if I told him the truth about who I was with, it would hurt him. And if I told him the truth about my past, Lucas would never forgive me... Why was my life so confusing? Why was Jason all of a sudden getting so nosey? But I didn't want to loose him.. I sighed as I finally reached him. He was sitting on the fountain staring at his reflection. He had to have seen me because as I reached my hand out to touch him he turned around and grabbed my wrist. I looked in his eyes and the sweet Jason who was always there to comfort me was totally gone. I saw sadness, hut, and bitterness. "We're going inside." He ordered. I trembled a little and nodded. He pulled me to him and we walked inside. We went up to my room and he pushed me in shutting the door. I sat on my bed as he paced the room. "Look J-Jason I-" He cut me off. "Shut up Emma.." He whispered. He didn't yell, he just simply wanted me to stop talking. "Jason.." I whispered hurt and in dismay. "No Emma stop. I'm so sick of listening to you make up bull shit or just distract me and changed the subject when I want you to tell me the truth. I don't understand why you don't just trust me Emma.." He said angrily. I sat in silence for a few seconds taking in everything he said and cause I wasn't sure if I should talk yet. I drew in a breath. "Jason I want to tell you.. I want to tell you my past cause I know you care, I know you'll listen-" "Then why don't you tell me!" He shouted clearly frustrated. "Cause Jason it's not only my choice! There's other people involved that don't want me to tell you!" He looked taken back. "So you guys talked about it?! Who am I gonna tell Emma?! WHY CAN'T YOU TRUST ME?!" He boomed at the end making me jump a bit. "Jason please.." I whispered grabbing his hand. He looked at me then grabbed it back. "No Emma." He replied dryly. "What am I a dog now?!" I yelled getting angry. "Well you're acting like a bitch.." He muttered. My eyes grew wide in anger. "Jason stop! Just stop! Why do you care so much about my past!? Why can't we just forget it?!" I screamed. "Cause I care! I WANNA KNOW WHY YOU'RE SO OVER PROTECTIVE AND WHO SCREWED YOU UP SO BAD THAT YOU'RE SO BROKEN NOW! Okay I care.." He mumbled at the end. I was now taken back. "How could you tell.." I mumbled while sitting down on the bed with my head down. He walked over and sat next to me. "Cause.." I heard him start off while twisting his hand. "Cause I could tell. Even when we would just fight there was something on your mind.. When the whole Austin thing happened, you have a past and I know it's bothering you. Last night wasn't the first time you had a dream like that.. " He said while bringing his hand under my chin and having my eyes meet his. The sweet Jason was back, and I felt more comfortable. I slowly moved my hands on his and this time he didn't pull away. It was time to come clean, I was sick of fighting and hurting him. "Jason.. I was with Lucas. That's who took me home." I started.
His eyes grew wide and he opened his mouth to say something but I covered it. "You want to hear my story?" He nodded. I sighed and took my hand away. He looked at me intently and was waiting. I took a deep breath and looked at him. "So ever since I was little, me and Lucas have been friends. Like best of friends. You know the story, best friends become, boyfriend girlfriend? Well yeah that's what happened. Anyway.. After a few months me and him were driving with my little sister and-" Jason cut in obviously interested. "You have a little sister?" He asked curious. His eyes were full with curiosity and worry. I chuckled to myself a bit, "That's what I'm getting at Jas." I whispered while patting his hand. He smiled slightly and let me continue. "So we were driving... and this drunk driver, driving a truck, ran a red light and hit us straight on the side, the side Angela was on.. She instantly died from the hit, while me and Lucas survived." Jason's expression changed and became sympathetic. I felt tears in my eyes while I was talking and chuckled a little while wiping one that fell away. "So uhm, anyway, then Lucas went a little.. Crazy. He continued to blame himself for everything that happened and wouldn't let it go. He wouldn't sleep or eat for days and days. He stopped talking to me, calling me, texting me, for 2 whole months. After that out of nowhere he calls me. But he started drinking.. and when Lucas drank.. well he became violent. He uhm.." I stopped as I felt a tear fall thinking about the past just got me emotional. "You okay?" Jason asked sweetly. I smiled and laughed a bit and nodded. "Uhm so yeah, uh, he called me and we hung out that night.. He was drinking and he hit me... He hit me and TRIED to rape me but my parents called in time.. Uh then-" Jason was shocked and cut me off. "How long did he hit you... Em.?" He asked in dismay. I mumbled in such a low whisper while trying to keep my voice from breaking and the tears away, I said,
t-two m-months.." I barley got out before I felt all the tears pour out of my eyes. I covered my mouth with my hand as I started crying, hard. I felt Jason wrap his arms tightly around me and kiss my head. "Shh I'm so sorry.. Oh my gosh.." I felt my body shake as I sobbed silently with my hand still over my mouth. He rocked me and after a few mins I finally stopped crying. I sucked in air and wiped my tears away. "I'm sorry Jas.." I whispered. "Don't be sorry." He replied while moving a piece of hair behind my ear. "You know you don't have to continue if you don't want to.." Jason suggested. I shook my head. "I've told you this much, I might as well go on. He took my hand and smiled. "So then after 2 months of being told I was disgusting, ugly,worthless, a slut, I finally ended things with him. He was moving anyway so I thought it was best. Anyway, but then I met you," I paused and smiled at him. He smiled wide an rubbed my hand with his thumb. "So then, remember that night you told me to go home, and like get some rest and stuff then come back the next day?" I asked. He nodded, "Yeah?" "Well okay, that night I was walking home, and I ran into Lucas.. He came back I guess and he hadn't changed.. He hit me that night too... and kissed me. That's why I had bruises everywhere. I didn't hit any poles or walls, he hit me.. I saw him the night of the dance too. I was coming out of the bathroom and ran into him. I was sick of being pushed around so I tried standing up to him... Haha, yeah not a good idea.. That's where the other bruises came from.. Then-
"Then I told you to go, ALONE with him to buy food.. Shit Emma I'm so sorry!" He interrupted. I smiled a little. "No no Jason don't apologize, yeah at first he pushed me around a little.. and yeah, but we made up that night. And he finally stopped hitting me. We met up after that, but I was 2 and a half hours late cause that was the night they let you out of the hospital, and I sort of forgot about meeting him... After I did meet him we talked, and worked everything out. I forgave him and now were friends again, and that's everything that happened. That's why I was having nightmares every night, because I just kept remembering my past, it happens a lot. I'm sorry I never told you the truth and I'm sorry that I lied to you, I just didn't know what else to do.. And then Austin was confusing my life just as much as all of this and I was just... lost." I whispered at the end. He nodded and then tackled me with a bear hug. I laughed and hugged him back. "Thank you for telling me that... You're so strong you know that right?" He asked while rocking me. I smiled, "I've heard that.." I whispered. "I'm sorry for being so rude earlier, I was just so frustrated. I'm sorry." He said with a sigh. "Don't even worry about it." I said sweetly and kissed his cheek.
"Hello?" I answered with a little annoyed. Jason continued to kiss my neck. I laughed and tried to push him off. He smirked and tried to tickle me. I slapped his hand and shot him a glare. He smiled and laid next to me. "Emma Anderson?" I heard someone on the other line reply. "Uhm yes?" I answered a little confused. "Do you know a Austin Matthews?" The man replied. "Yes why?" I asked now sitting up. "He's missing." They replied. I dropped my phone and stared at the wall in disbelief. Those words replaying in my head, "He's missing."
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Part 14 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
Part 14 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
I kissed him back and smiled. We finally drew apart as my hands pressed against his chest and he pulled me closer. "Did you just say..." I whispered. He shushed me by putting his finger to my lips and nodded. "Please don't break my heart." I mumbled into his chest as I hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed my head. I could have sworn he said, "I won't." But maybe I was just imagining things. We sat back down on the bed. We flipped on the tv and grabbed some snacks out of the mini fridge and just hung out and relaxed for the day. He leaned against the back of my bed and I leaned against his chest. I smiled up at him and he smiled back down on me. "Jas.." I said while holding his hand and playing with his fingers. "Yeah babe?" He asked not taking his eyes off the tv. I sighed. I didn't know what to say. The whole night I spent thinking about how Austin treated me like a princess.. How he was so sweet when he talked to me, and patient with me. Jason wasn't a horrible person, far from it! I loved him, but he was opposite of Austin.. He was short tempered, and sometimes I just felt like he was completely bored with me.. But he said I love you to me tonight.. I don't know... I was scared to loose him though.. i was lost in thought and just thinking when he tapped my arm. I lifted my head to look up at him as he yawned. "Babe, it's already 10 P.M." He mumbled while fighting to keep his eyes open. "Go to sleep sweetie." I whispered while laying down on his chest. He ran his hand down my cheek and kissed my head. "Goodnight baby." he mumbled into my head and laid back. I giggled and got up and changed into this http://www.polyvore.com/danceeee/set?id=43730174 then crawled back into bed. I turned off the tv and snuggled up next to Jason. I felt him move around then place his arm around me. I smiled to myself and snuggled close. "Night Jas.." I whispered then fell asleep.
*JASON'S POV*
I yawned and felt my eyes shut. I was beat man. But come on.. I had to stay awake for the plan.. I felt my eyes shut as I drifted off to sleep.. I woke up about 2 hours later I guess and the tv was off and Em was asleep in my arms. I got up and found her clock on the side table. I disabled the alarm clock and smiled to myself. I had a big day planned for us tomorrow. I laid back down and wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer. "Mmm L-Lu.." She mumbled and trailed off. What is "Lu-Lu"? I furrowed my eyebrows and tried to sleep it off. "No! no stop!" She mumbled while twisting around and kicking. I sat up and looked at her. "Uhh Em stop." I mumbled while holding her down. "NO LUCAS STOP!" She screamed while kicking and screaming. "LUCAS"?! What the hell is going on! "Emma, baby wake up. Emma!" I yelled while shaking her. She kept screaming and crying, "Emma stop!" I yelled worried. She finally stopped moving but lay limp in my arms. "Emma... Emma baby wake up." I whispered while moving her hair out of her face. "I'm sorry Jason.." She mumbled then rolled over. I hugged her tight and held her up with me all night long. She was fast asleep and there was no sign of her waking up any time soon. I gave up and laid us both down and kissed her. "Please tell me the truth.." I whispered then fell asleep exhausted.
*EMMA'S POV*
I woke up the next morning with pillows on the floor and the blankets a mess. I remember having a horrible dream.. Oh man.. Jason lay beside me fast asleep, he looked exhausted. I sighed as I ran my hand down my face and rubbed my eyes. I stretched and looked at the clock. I think my eyes popped out of my head... "WHAT?!" I screamed. "WHAT, WHAT, WHAT IS IT! EMMA?!" Jason yelled as he shot up. "Jason it's 11:30!! We're 4 hours late for school!!" I yelled. "Oh. Eh we'll try again tomorrow." He shrugged and fell back down covering his head with the blanket. I smacked him and shook him. "JASON THIS ISN'T FUNNY!! Why didn't my alarm go off?!" I questioned while starting to investigate my clock. "Oh woah uh you know faulty clocks. Happens. Look it'll be fine, it's one day." Jason reasoned while taking my clock out of my hands. I groaned and buried my head in my hands. "Jas.." I whispered. "It's all gonna be okay. Go get ready and stuff, I'm taking you out." He said sweetly while kissing my cheek. I sighed and nodded. I got up and grabbed my phone going to the bathroom. "1 missed call from Lucas." I read. Oh shit. I quickly dialed his number and heard the annoying ring. "Have you always been off time since I left?" Lucas joked answering the phone. "I'm sorry! But hey WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN MY WINDOW YESTERDAY?!" I yelled in a whisper. He laughed, "Oh! That. Yeah I needed to talk to you yesterday, but meet me at the lake tonight, 7. Please don't be late." He pleaded. I sighed and bit my lip. "I won't." I promised. I knew he was smiling, "Okay, see you babe." He said then hung up. I sighed and got ready for my day. I showered and washed my face, then changed into this: http://www.polyvore.com/alkshskjga/set?id=40532397 I smiled as my hair dried naturally perfectly curly. I loved my hair. I finished putting my make up on and walked out in my room to find Jason changed into, Black skinnys, purple supras, a white tee with a leather jacket over it and a beanie. I smiled and kissed his cheek. "You look cute." He said. I blushed and hugged him. "Alright, you ready for the surprise?" He whispered in my ear with a hand behind his back. I bit my lip and nodded. He took out a blindfold and tied it around my eyes. "Jasss!" I groaned with a giggle. He laughed and kissed my cheek. He took my hand and took me downstairs and out the door. He walked me all the way to the pier, just talking and making sure I didn't hit anything. Finally we stopped and I could hear the sound of the waves. I smiled, I love the beach. He finally untied the blindfold and I smiled wide. He took my to my favorite pier, with games and a carnival was here! "Awww Jason thank you!!" I said while jumping on him. He chuckled and hugged me as well. "Anything baby, but.." He whispered. "Uh oh.." I mumbled while pulling away. "Look.. sit down." He muttered while taking my hand and leading me to a bench. "Emma.. last night.. Why did you scream, "Lucas No!" In your sleep?" He questioned looking deep into my eyes clearly searching for a answer. "Oh uh.." I whispered while playing with my fingers. Now what do i do.. I drew in a deep breath and sighed. "Look Jason it's complicated.." I whispered while playing with my fingers. "Please don't lie.." He whispered back. "Jason you just wouldn't understand.. it's a long, long, long, painful story.." I mumbled. "So there's a story to it?" He asked lifting his eyebrows. "Jason look there's a lot of shit from my past I wish I could tell you and make you understand but I can't! I just can't! I wish I could but I honestly just can't..." I said distraught. He looked at me in dismay then turned angry. "So you don't trust me?" He asked. "No Jason I do, I just.." I drifted off. "I get it." He said while angrily standing up. "No Jason you don't!" I yelled in tears while standing up as well. "Look Emma I'm tired of your bull shit! I'm tired of your lying, your running around, your secrets! I'm sick and tired of trying to be there for you but you just push me away!" He yelled getting mad. "Jason that's not true!" I said as tears filled my eyes. "It is Emma and you know it." He hissed. "Jason please you just don't understand!" I screamed. "Whatever. Call me when I will understand." He growled while turning to walk away. "No Jason don't!" I cried while grabbing his arm and pulling him back. He spun around and shot me a glare. He yanked his arm back and stocked off. "You're just going to leave me here Jason?!" I screamed as he walked away. "Jason!" I cried as he continued without looking back once. "Jason.." I cried in a whisper as he left me there standing alone and embarrassed.
"Please I just wanna go home.." I whispered through tears into the phone. "Okay baby I'm on my way.." He replied. "Thank you so much." I whispered then hung up. I walked along side the beach holding my shoes in one hand letting the water run over my feet. I sighed and dropped my shoes to the ground and wrapped my arms around myself shivering a bit. I sighed and looked out into the ocean. How did I manage to screw everything up? This was supposed to be a good day and now it's ruined. "Anderson?" A voice called from behind me. I turned around and laughed to myself a bit. "What are you doing here?" I asked with a smile. "What are YOU doing here?" He retorted. I cracked a smile and hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed my forehead. "You okay?" He asked as if sensing there was something. I sighed and shook my head. "No.. to be quite damn honest no I'm not okay." I replied with a sigh. "Wanna tell me what's wrong?" He said with a smile and his hand under my chin. I shrugged and looked into the distance. "Me and Jason got into a fight and he's mad at me now.." I whispered. Austin gave me a sympathetic look and wrapped his arms around me once again. "It'll be okay. I promise." He whispered. I smiled and just hugged him tight.
"Thank you so much for picking me up." I whispered while climbing into the car. "Of course Em, now what's wrong?" Lucas asked as he started driving. "Tell you when we get to the lake?" He smiled and half chuckled while nodding. We turned up the music and blasted it while "singing" along. We got to the lake and he opened the door for me. He helped me down and wrapped his arm around my waist and walked me down to he dock. I sighed as I looked at the water and the reflection. I saw Lucas lean over me and smile as we looked at our reflections in the water. "Okay so..?" Lucas said while leaning against the dock. I took a deep breath and nodded. I told him everything about the dream, the fight, what Jason said, what Austin said, everything. "You can't tell him Emma!" He said worriedly. I shook my head, "I know I can't.. That's the problem." I whispered. He sat up and took my hands into his and looked deep into my eyes. "Look Emma I'm sorry I put you into this position and I'm sorry I ever let it get that bad, but please.. You can't tell Jason. He'll hate me forever." He whispered. I nodded. "I know, I wouldn't.. I just don't know what to tell him now.." I cried while gripping his hands. "But forget about it, you still need to tell me why you were in my window yesterday!" I said while half laughing. He chuckled and pulled me to him. I was sitting in his lap with his arms around me. "Oh that, me and my girl were fighting, but we made up. I was just upset. Sorry if I bothered you and McCann." He said with a wink. I laughed and hit him. "Funny." I said sarcastically. He smiled wide and laughed. "I am funny." He joked. We spent the night talking and laughing, just like the old times.. which I missed so much. "HEY I JUST MET YOU, AND THIS IS CRA-" My phone started ringing. "Hello?" I answered. "Emma? Where are you?" Jason asked over the phone. CRAAAAP.
I kissed him back and smiled. We finally drew apart as my hands pressed against his chest and he pulled me closer. "Did you just say..." I whispered. He shushed me by putting his finger to my lips and nodded. "Please don't break my heart." I mumbled into his chest as I hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed my head. I could have sworn he said, "I won't." But maybe I was just imagining things. We sat back down on the bed. We flipped on the tv and grabbed some snacks out of the mini fridge and just hung out and relaxed for the day. He leaned against the back of my bed and I leaned against his chest. I smiled up at him and he smiled back down on me. "Jas.." I said while holding his hand and playing with his fingers. "Yeah babe?" He asked not taking his eyes off the tv. I sighed. I didn't know what to say. The whole night I spent thinking about how Austin treated me like a princess.. How he was so sweet when he talked to me, and patient with me. Jason wasn't a horrible person, far from it! I loved him, but he was opposite of Austin.. He was short tempered, and sometimes I just felt like he was completely bored with me.. But he said I love you to me tonight.. I don't know... I was scared to loose him though.. i was lost in thought and just thinking when he tapped my arm. I lifted my head to look up at him as he yawned. "Babe, it's already 10 P.M." He mumbled while fighting to keep his eyes open. "Go to sleep sweetie." I whispered while laying down on his chest. He ran his hand down my cheek and kissed my head. "Goodnight baby." he mumbled into my head and laid back. I giggled and got up and changed into this http://www.polyvore.com/danceeee/set?id=43730174 then crawled back into bed. I turned off the tv and snuggled up next to Jason. I felt him move around then place his arm around me. I smiled to myself and snuggled close. "Night Jas.." I whispered then fell asleep.
*JASON'S POV*
I yawned and felt my eyes shut. I was beat man. But come on.. I had to stay awake for the plan.. I felt my eyes shut as I drifted off to sleep.. I woke up about 2 hours later I guess and the tv was off and Em was asleep in my arms. I got up and found her clock on the side table. I disabled the alarm clock and smiled to myself. I had a big day planned for us tomorrow. I laid back down and wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer. "Mmm L-Lu.." She mumbled and trailed off. What is "Lu-Lu"? I furrowed my eyebrows and tried to sleep it off. "No! no stop!" She mumbled while twisting around and kicking. I sat up and looked at her. "Uhh Em stop." I mumbled while holding her down. "NO LUCAS STOP!" She screamed while kicking and screaming. "LUCAS"?! What the hell is going on! "Emma, baby wake up. Emma!" I yelled while shaking her. She kept screaming and crying, "Emma stop!" I yelled worried. She finally stopped moving but lay limp in my arms. "Emma... Emma baby wake up." I whispered while moving her hair out of her face. "I'm sorry Jason.." She mumbled then rolled over. I hugged her tight and held her up with me all night long. She was fast asleep and there was no sign of her waking up any time soon. I gave up and laid us both down and kissed her. "Please tell me the truth.." I whispered then fell asleep exhausted.
*EMMA'S POV*
I woke up the next morning with pillows on the floor and the blankets a mess. I remember having a horrible dream.. Oh man.. Jason lay beside me fast asleep, he looked exhausted. I sighed as I ran my hand down my face and rubbed my eyes. I stretched and looked at the clock. I think my eyes popped out of my head... "WHAT?!" I screamed. "WHAT, WHAT, WHAT IS IT! EMMA?!" Jason yelled as he shot up. "Jason it's 11:30!! We're 4 hours late for school!!" I yelled. "Oh. Eh we'll try again tomorrow." He shrugged and fell back down covering his head with the blanket. I smacked him and shook him. "JASON THIS ISN'T FUNNY!! Why didn't my alarm go off?!" I questioned while starting to investigate my clock. "Oh woah uh you know faulty clocks. Happens. Look it'll be fine, it's one day." Jason reasoned while taking my clock out of my hands. I groaned and buried my head in my hands. "Jas.." I whispered. "It's all gonna be okay. Go get ready and stuff, I'm taking you out." He said sweetly while kissing my cheek. I sighed and nodded. I got up and grabbed my phone going to the bathroom. "1 missed call from Lucas." I read. Oh shit. I quickly dialed his number and heard the annoying ring. "Have you always been off time since I left?" Lucas joked answering the phone. "I'm sorry! But hey WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN MY WINDOW YESTERDAY?!" I yelled in a whisper. He laughed, "Oh! That. Yeah I needed to talk to you yesterday, but meet me at the lake tonight, 7. Please don't be late." He pleaded. I sighed and bit my lip. "I won't." I promised. I knew he was smiling, "Okay, see you babe." He said then hung up. I sighed and got ready for my day. I showered and washed my face, then changed into this: http://www.polyvore.com/alkshskjga/set?id=40532397 I smiled as my hair dried naturally perfectly curly. I loved my hair. I finished putting my make up on and walked out in my room to find Jason changed into, Black skinnys, purple supras, a white tee with a leather jacket over it and a beanie. I smiled and kissed his cheek. "You look cute." He said. I blushed and hugged him. "Alright, you ready for the surprise?" He whispered in my ear with a hand behind his back. I bit my lip and nodded. He took out a blindfold and tied it around my eyes. "Jasss!" I groaned with a giggle. He laughed and kissed my cheek. He took my hand and took me downstairs and out the door. He walked me all the way to the pier, just talking and making sure I didn't hit anything. Finally we stopped and I could hear the sound of the waves. I smiled, I love the beach. He finally untied the blindfold and I smiled wide. He took my to my favorite pier, with games and a carnival was here! "Awww Jason thank you!!" I said while jumping on him. He chuckled and hugged me as well. "Anything baby, but.." He whispered. "Uh oh.." I mumbled while pulling away. "Look.. sit down." He muttered while taking my hand and leading me to a bench. "Emma.. last night.. Why did you scream, "Lucas No!" In your sleep?" He questioned looking deep into my eyes clearly searching for a answer. "Oh uh.." I whispered while playing with my fingers. Now what do i do.. I drew in a deep breath and sighed. "Look Jason it's complicated.." I whispered while playing with my fingers. "Please don't lie.." He whispered back. "Jason you just wouldn't understand.. it's a long, long, long, painful story.." I mumbled. "So there's a story to it?" He asked lifting his eyebrows. "Jason look there's a lot of shit from my past I wish I could tell you and make you understand but I can't! I just can't! I wish I could but I honestly just can't..." I said distraught. He looked at me in dismay then turned angry. "So you don't trust me?" He asked. "No Jason I do, I just.." I drifted off. "I get it." He said while angrily standing up. "No Jason you don't!" I yelled in tears while standing up as well. "Look Emma I'm tired of your bull shit! I'm tired of your lying, your running around, your secrets! I'm sick and tired of trying to be there for you but you just push me away!" He yelled getting mad. "Jason that's not true!" I said as tears filled my eyes. "It is Emma and you know it." He hissed. "Jason please you just don't understand!" I screamed. "Whatever. Call me when I will understand." He growled while turning to walk away. "No Jason don't!" I cried while grabbing his arm and pulling him back. He spun around and shot me a glare. He yanked his arm back and stocked off. "You're just going to leave me here Jason?!" I screamed as he walked away. "Jason!" I cried as he continued without looking back once. "Jason.." I cried in a whisper as he left me there standing alone and embarrassed.
"Please I just wanna go home.." I whispered through tears into the phone. "Okay baby I'm on my way.." He replied. "Thank you so much." I whispered then hung up. I walked along side the beach holding my shoes in one hand letting the water run over my feet. I sighed and dropped my shoes to the ground and wrapped my arms around myself shivering a bit. I sighed and looked out into the ocean. How did I manage to screw everything up? This was supposed to be a good day and now it's ruined. "Anderson?" A voice called from behind me. I turned around and laughed to myself a bit. "What are you doing here?" I asked with a smile. "What are YOU doing here?" He retorted. I cracked a smile and hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed my forehead. "You okay?" He asked as if sensing there was something. I sighed and shook my head. "No.. to be quite damn honest no I'm not okay." I replied with a sigh. "Wanna tell me what's wrong?" He said with a smile and his hand under my chin. I shrugged and looked into the distance. "Me and Jason got into a fight and he's mad at me now.." I whispered. Austin gave me a sympathetic look and wrapped his arms around me once again. "It'll be okay. I promise." He whispered. I smiled and just hugged him tight.
"Thank you so much for picking me up." I whispered while climbing into the car. "Of course Em, now what's wrong?" Lucas asked as he started driving. "Tell you when we get to the lake?" He smiled and half chuckled while nodding. We turned up the music and blasted it while "singing" along. We got to the lake and he opened the door for me. He helped me down and wrapped his arm around my waist and walked me down to he dock. I sighed as I looked at the water and the reflection. I saw Lucas lean over me and smile as we looked at our reflections in the water. "Okay so..?" Lucas said while leaning against the dock. I took a deep breath and nodded. I told him everything about the dream, the fight, what Jason said, what Austin said, everything. "You can't tell him Emma!" He said worriedly. I shook my head, "I know I can't.. That's the problem." I whispered. He sat up and took my hands into his and looked deep into my eyes. "Look Emma I'm sorry I put you into this position and I'm sorry I ever let it get that bad, but please.. You can't tell Jason. He'll hate me forever." He whispered. I nodded. "I know, I wouldn't.. I just don't know what to tell him now.." I cried while gripping his hands. "But forget about it, you still need to tell me why you were in my window yesterday!" I said while half laughing. He chuckled and pulled me to him. I was sitting in his lap with his arms around me. "Oh that, me and my girl were fighting, but we made up. I was just upset. Sorry if I bothered you and McCann." He said with a wink. I laughed and hit him. "Funny." I said sarcastically. He smiled wide and laughed. "I am funny." He joked. We spent the night talking and laughing, just like the old times.. which I missed so much. "HEY I JUST MET YOU, AND THIS IS CRA-" My phone started ringing. "Hello?" I answered. "Emma? Where are you?" Jason asked over the phone. CRAAAAP.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Part 13 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
Part 13 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
She grabbed my hand and we ran to the cafeteria. When I got there, there was a huge crowd of kids all surronding something shouting "FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT, PUNCH HIM! KICK HIM! YOU CAN DO IT MCCANN! LETS GO MATTHEWS!" "What the hell?!" I screamed but the chants blocked me out. I looked desperately at Faith and she looked just as worried as me. I shoved,elbowed, and pushed my way through the crowd till I came to the center. Where Jason and Austin were on the floor rolling around throwing punches with bloody lips and noses. "JASON, AUSTIN WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" I screamed. Neither of them even bothered to even look up at me. I saw Matt and Jack, (Jack is Austin's friend) trying to help break it up. I ran up to them. "Help me stop them!" I pleaded. They both nodded. We went to the middle of the circle and nodded. Jack went up to Austin and tried to pull him off, Matt with Jason. "GUYS STOP IT!" i screamed while trying to push them apart and get in the middle knowing they wouldn't punch me. "Stop it!" I yelled again. "You're such a pussy Matthews!" Jason yelled while Matt held him back. "At least i get some unlike you McCann!" Austin yelled back while trying to break free from Jack's grip. "I'll believe it when I see it!" Jason said while struggling to break free as well. "GUYS STOP!" I screamed. They finally acknowledged I was there. "What!?" Jason growled. "Stay out of it!" Austin hissed. "I will not you dumb bitches." I yelled assertively. They both snapped their heads at me. "Now, why the hell are you two idiots fighting?!" I yelled. "Cause Matthews face is a punching bag!" Jason yelled angrily. "It's cause McCann's ass is too easy to kick." Austin retorted. They both glared at each other trying to break out and kill one another. I groaned. I walked over to Austin and nodded to Jack to pull him back away from Jason. "Austin look-" He grabbed my chin and kissed me as hard as he could. I was shocked and stood there then pushed him off. "AUSTIN WHAT THE HELL?!" I yelled. He smirked at me. "THATS FUCKING IT!" Jason screamed. Jordan yanked my arm and pulled me to the side. good thing he did, Jason came charging at Austin and knocked him to the ground. They started punching he shit out of each other again.
"It's what you get.." I whispered while dabbing ice on Jason's eye. "I was winning." He said pridefully while wincing. I sighed and shook my head while putting the ice down. "You were in no condition to be fighting like that.." I mumbled. I sighed and put my hand on his cheek inspecting him. "You're lucky you didn't break your nose." I warned. He shrugged and sat back. He had a bloody nose, a black eye, swollen hands, and bruised cheeks. "Jason.." i sighed. I can't believe they did this. He laid back on the nurses bed and rested. "I'll be back.." I whispered then went out of the room. I went into Austin's to check on him. I felt responsible for everything that happened, to both of them. "You awake?" I whispered while shutting the curtain. He groaned and looked up. "Yeah I'm okay.." He mumbled. I walked over and dabbed his eye with a wet towel, and wiping the blood away from his nose. I took care of his busted lip. "Are you okay?" i whispered while he gripped my wrist as I put pressure on his eye. He sighed and nodded. He chuckled to himself, "I was winning.." He mumbled. I chuckled. Him and Jason were so prideful. "I'm sorry Austin.. I should have said something or told you sooner.." I mumbled. "No, it's fine Emma, you had a right not to tell me, I can't even begin to understand how hard of a situation you must have been in." He said sweetly. I smiled and sighed, "You don't even know.." I whispered while icing his eye. "Look.. I'm sorry for fighting Jason.. and I'm sorry for kissing you like that.. I was just trying to get even.. I'm sorry.." he whispered while maneuvering his hand to hold mine. I sighed placing the ice pack down and nodded. "It's alright Austin, if anyone should be apologizing it's me. I really am sorry.." I said while squeezing his hand. He sighed and shook his head. "Don't be.." He whispered while squeezing my hand. I smiled and hugged him. He winced but hugged back. "Look.. call me if you need me. I hope you're okay."I whispered while running my hand down his cheek. He sheepishly smiled and nodded. "I'll be okay Em." He kissed my cheek then stood up. "McCann is one lucky guy to have you." He whispered, then walked out. I sighed and slumped in the chair.
"Jason you're lip.." I whispered while walking back in. His lip was swollen and cut. He looked at me and shrugged. "It'll go away." He said flatly. I thought about the way Austin treated and talked to me, and the way Jason did. It's not that Jason was rude or mean to me, but the way Austin talked to me was like... like he cared. Don't get me wrong Jason had his moments, like in the hospital, but sometimes he just seemed bored or uninterested with me.. I sighed and sat on the edge of the bed holding his hand. "Jason.. I'm sorry.." He furrowed his eyebrows and sat up swinging his legs over the edge and pulling me to him. "Why are you sorry baby?" He asked while wrapping his arms around me and resting his chin in my shoulder. I shrugged and sighed. "I dunno.. I just am." I sighed. "Well don't be baby.. It was fun." He chuckled. I sighed and laughed a little to myself. "You coming over Jason?" I whispered. He looked at me with a smile and nodded. We stood up and left the nurses. We walked out holding hands and laughing, all the way to the parking lot.
"Oh wait hold on." I said while jumping out of the car for a second. I ran and got my skateboard from the closet and ran back into the car dumping it in the back seat. "Baaackk." I giggled as he kissed my cheek. "Missed you cutie." He joked. I smirked and slapped him. "Just drive crazy. I laughed out. He smiled and changed the gear then pulled out and drove. "Urghh we have homework." I groaned while leaning my head on my hand. "Babe, you're kidding me right? I'm coming over. No homework will be done." He said with a smirk and a laugh. I rolled my eyes and giggled. We got to my house and parked inside the gate. We ran inside up to my room and collapsed onto the bed. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to his body laughing and kissing my neck. (you know one of those typical laughing scenes from a movie?) I giggled and held his arms to my while hugging back. "Jason.. Homework.." I mumbled while kissing his hand. "Noo babe. Remember what happened to having fun?" He said while winking. I laughed and rolled over on top of him. I laid with my hands on his chest and my hair hanging next to his cheek leaning down, our faces inches apart. "I-I love you.." I blurted out. He slightly smiled and kissed me. "I-I lo-" he was cut off. "Emma?! You in there?" I heard a stressed voice call out. My head shot up and looked out the window. "Shit." I whispered under my breath. "Who now.." Jason mumbled sounding annoyed. "Uhmm no one!" I giggled covering his eyes. "Uhmm I have a surprise!" I said nervously. "Knock it off Em." He said half annoyed trying to push my hand off. "Shh noo hold on!" I said while pushing a pillow on his face. "EMMA!" He shouted angrily while throwing the pillow on the ground. I jumped off shakily standing there looking at Jason. "Emma what is going on!?" He yelled. I was shaking as my eyes darted around the room. "Emma come on you there?" The voice yelled outside of my window again. "Alright really who is that?!" Jason yelled while starting to the window. "N-No!" I yelled while grabbing his wrist and kissing him. I felt him sort of stand there for a second then kiss back. I opened my eyes and say Lucas standing on my roof. I gave him a worried roof and motioned for him to go away. I motioned telling him that I'd call later. he nodded and hopped off. "Look I'm sorry... i was just afraid you wouldn't say I love you too." I lied. He chuckled and nodded. He rested his hand on my cheek, "I love you too Emma.." He whispered nad kised me again. Did he just...?
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She grabbed my hand and we ran to the cafeteria. When I got there, there was a huge crowd of kids all surronding something shouting "FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT, PUNCH HIM! KICK HIM! YOU CAN DO IT MCCANN! LETS GO MATTHEWS!" "What the hell?!" I screamed but the chants blocked me out. I looked desperately at Faith and she looked just as worried as me. I shoved,elbowed, and pushed my way through the crowd till I came to the center. Where Jason and Austin were on the floor rolling around throwing punches with bloody lips and noses. "JASON, AUSTIN WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" I screamed. Neither of them even bothered to even look up at me. I saw Matt and Jack, (Jack is Austin's friend) trying to help break it up. I ran up to them. "Help me stop them!" I pleaded. They both nodded. We went to the middle of the circle and nodded. Jack went up to Austin and tried to pull him off, Matt with Jason. "GUYS STOP IT!" i screamed while trying to push them apart and get in the middle knowing they wouldn't punch me. "Stop it!" I yelled again. "You're such a pussy Matthews!" Jason yelled while Matt held him back. "At least i get some unlike you McCann!" Austin yelled back while trying to break free from Jack's grip. "I'll believe it when I see it!" Jason said while struggling to break free as well. "GUYS STOP!" I screamed. They finally acknowledged I was there. "What!?" Jason growled. "Stay out of it!" Austin hissed. "I will not you dumb bitches." I yelled assertively. They both snapped their heads at me. "Now, why the hell are you two idiots fighting?!" I yelled. "Cause Matthews face is a punching bag!" Jason yelled angrily. "It's cause McCann's ass is too easy to kick." Austin retorted. They both glared at each other trying to break out and kill one another. I groaned. I walked over to Austin and nodded to Jack to pull him back away from Jason. "Austin look-" He grabbed my chin and kissed me as hard as he could. I was shocked and stood there then pushed him off. "AUSTIN WHAT THE HELL?!" I yelled. He smirked at me. "THATS FUCKING IT!" Jason screamed. Jordan yanked my arm and pulled me to the side. good thing he did, Jason came charging at Austin and knocked him to the ground. They started punching he shit out of each other again.
"It's what you get.." I whispered while dabbing ice on Jason's eye. "I was winning." He said pridefully while wincing. I sighed and shook my head while putting the ice down. "You were in no condition to be fighting like that.." I mumbled. I sighed and put my hand on his cheek inspecting him. "You're lucky you didn't break your nose." I warned. He shrugged and sat back. He had a bloody nose, a black eye, swollen hands, and bruised cheeks. "Jason.." i sighed. I can't believe they did this. He laid back on the nurses bed and rested. "I'll be back.." I whispered then went out of the room. I went into Austin's to check on him. I felt responsible for everything that happened, to both of them. "You awake?" I whispered while shutting the curtain. He groaned and looked up. "Yeah I'm okay.." He mumbled. I walked over and dabbed his eye with a wet towel, and wiping the blood away from his nose. I took care of his busted lip. "Are you okay?" i whispered while he gripped my wrist as I put pressure on his eye. He sighed and nodded. He chuckled to himself, "I was winning.." He mumbled. I chuckled. Him and Jason were so prideful. "I'm sorry Austin.. I should have said something or told you sooner.." I mumbled. "No, it's fine Emma, you had a right not to tell me, I can't even begin to understand how hard of a situation you must have been in." He said sweetly. I smiled and sighed, "You don't even know.." I whispered while icing his eye. "Look.. I'm sorry for fighting Jason.. and I'm sorry for kissing you like that.. I was just trying to get even.. I'm sorry.." he whispered while maneuvering his hand to hold mine. I sighed placing the ice pack down and nodded. "It's alright Austin, if anyone should be apologizing it's me. I really am sorry.." I said while squeezing his hand. He sighed and shook his head. "Don't be.." He whispered while squeezing my hand. I smiled and hugged him. He winced but hugged back. "Look.. call me if you need me. I hope you're okay."I whispered while running my hand down his cheek. He sheepishly smiled and nodded. "I'll be okay Em." He kissed my cheek then stood up. "McCann is one lucky guy to have you." He whispered, then walked out. I sighed and slumped in the chair.
"Jason you're lip.." I whispered while walking back in. His lip was swollen and cut. He looked at me and shrugged. "It'll go away." He said flatly. I thought about the way Austin treated and talked to me, and the way Jason did. It's not that Jason was rude or mean to me, but the way Austin talked to me was like... like he cared. Don't get me wrong Jason had his moments, like in the hospital, but sometimes he just seemed bored or uninterested with me.. I sighed and sat on the edge of the bed holding his hand. "Jason.. I'm sorry.." He furrowed his eyebrows and sat up swinging his legs over the edge and pulling me to him. "Why are you sorry baby?" He asked while wrapping his arms around me and resting his chin in my shoulder. I shrugged and sighed. "I dunno.. I just am." I sighed. "Well don't be baby.. It was fun." He chuckled. I sighed and laughed a little to myself. "You coming over Jason?" I whispered. He looked at me with a smile and nodded. We stood up and left the nurses. We walked out holding hands and laughing, all the way to the parking lot.
"Oh wait hold on." I said while jumping out of the car for a second. I ran and got my skateboard from the closet and ran back into the car dumping it in the back seat. "Baaackk." I giggled as he kissed my cheek. "Missed you cutie." He joked. I smirked and slapped him. "Just drive crazy. I laughed out. He smiled and changed the gear then pulled out and drove. "Urghh we have homework." I groaned while leaning my head on my hand. "Babe, you're kidding me right? I'm coming over. No homework will be done." He said with a smirk and a laugh. I rolled my eyes and giggled. We got to my house and parked inside the gate. We ran inside up to my room and collapsed onto the bed. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to his body laughing and kissing my neck. (you know one of those typical laughing scenes from a movie?) I giggled and held his arms to my while hugging back. "Jason.. Homework.." I mumbled while kissing his hand. "Noo babe. Remember what happened to having fun?" He said while winking. I laughed and rolled over on top of him. I laid with my hands on his chest and my hair hanging next to his cheek leaning down, our faces inches apart. "I-I love you.." I blurted out. He slightly smiled and kissed me. "I-I lo-" he was cut off. "Emma?! You in there?" I heard a stressed voice call out. My head shot up and looked out the window. "Shit." I whispered under my breath. "Who now.." Jason mumbled sounding annoyed. "Uhmm no one!" I giggled covering his eyes. "Uhmm I have a surprise!" I said nervously. "Knock it off Em." He said half annoyed trying to push my hand off. "Shh noo hold on!" I said while pushing a pillow on his face. "EMMA!" He shouted angrily while throwing the pillow on the ground. I jumped off shakily standing there looking at Jason. "Emma what is going on!?" He yelled. I was shaking as my eyes darted around the room. "Emma come on you there?" The voice yelled outside of my window again. "Alright really who is that?!" Jason yelled while starting to the window. "N-No!" I yelled while grabbing his wrist and kissing him. I felt him sort of stand there for a second then kiss back. I opened my eyes and say Lucas standing on my roof. I gave him a worried roof and motioned for him to go away. I motioned telling him that I'd call later. he nodded and hopped off. "Look I'm sorry... i was just afraid you wouldn't say I love you too." I lied. He chuckled and nodded. He rested his hand on my cheek, "I love you too Emma.." He whispered nad kised me again. Did he just...?
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Monday, February 13, 2012
Part 12 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
Part 12 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
I looked up to him with worry throughout my eyes. "Wh-who?" I questioned with a shaky voice. "Austin." He said again with less emotion in his voice. "W-well what did he want?" I said while sitting up from his lap. "Oh nothing, you know, just wondering how you were, what you're doing, oh and you know, IF YOU TWO ARE DATING!" He shouted at then end. I flinched and drew back scared. "O-Oh.." I mumbled. "Oh? That's all you're going to say, is OH?!" He shouted again. "How did he not know it wasn't me?" I questioned a little more suspicious. His expression changed and he looked taken back. "Jason did you pretend to be me?!" I yelled getting angry myself. He didn't say anything, but he grew even angrier. "YOU KNOW WHAT EM, SCREW IT! I'VE TRIED TO BE TRUSTING WITH YOU AND NOT GET ANGRY BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH!" He yelled while jumping off the bed. "YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING EARLIER IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT! YOU insisted that I go with him to the dance! NOT ME!" I yelled while jumping up as well. "You know what screw you Anderson, and to think I used to think you the good girl when really you were the SLUT!" He screamed in anger. I drew back. That cut me deep. "excuse me?" I said. "You heard me." He huffed and threw on his shirt then stormed out the door. "JASON!" I screamed in anger. He just stormed downstairs and walked out the door slamming it shut. "Jason." I cried while slamming my hands on the door. I pressed my back onto it and slid to the floor. I buried my face in my hands. I screwed everything up... I slowly got up off the floor and dragged myself upstairs. I fell onto the bed and cried. It felt like the night after Lucas came back into my life.. I just laid in bed sobbing. I finally stopped and sat up wiping the tears away. This is horrible..
RINGGGGGG......... RINGGGGGGGGGG.... RINGGGGGGGGGG... "Hey this is Jason I can't come to the phone right now leave a message." BEEEEP. i sighed and hung up. I threw my phone on my bed and collapsed. It hurt when he called me a slut.. it really did.. No one has ever called me that, and to think, my own boyfriend.. if he even still is that.. I sighed and climbed out onto my roof. The cool wind blew threw my hair, it felt like a fall day. There wasn't that much sun and the wind was blowing, it felt nice. I wrapped my arms around my knees and buried my head. "Anderson?" I heard from below. I looked up then down, Lucas? He started climbing up the tree and joined me on the roof. "Sup baby girl." He said while wrapping an arm around my shoulder and hugging me. "Hii Lucas." I mumbled while leaning on his shoulder. "What's wrong?" He asked looking at me. I sighed. I told him the entire story beginning to end. "wow." he said at first. I sighed and nodded. "Look he was just angry, I've known McCann forever, he didn't mean it, he says whatever comes to his mind first, it's a habit." He said. I sighed and shrugged. "Where does this leave us Lucas? Me and Jason? I don't know what to do.." I cried. "Shhh shh baby girl. It'll all get better, I promise." He said while putting his arm around me and pulling me close. I sighed yet again and nodded.
Me and Lucas talked all day long. It was nice catching up and talking again. Finally it was time for him to go, even though I didn't want him to. Lucas said his goodbyes and hopped off the roof going to meet Tiffany, his girlfriend. I went back into my room and sat down to think. Tomorrow is Monday, meaning I have to face Jason.. and Austin.. Oh dear Lord what will I do?! I went and showered feeling refreshed and calmed down. I changed into my jammies and climbed into bed. I played with my i pod, texted Faith, called Jason yet again, and then finally gave up. I put my phone on my side table and rolled over attempting to sleep. I was listening to the song, "Skinny Love" by Birdy and felt a tear roll down my cheek. I can't believe I let this happen.. "Come on Skinny love just last the year..." "BZZZZZZZZZZ!" I shot up out of bed and looked at the clock. ugh 5:30. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I grabbed my phone and checked facebook, twitter, then my messages. I got out of bed and changed into http://www.polyvore.com/concert/set?id=43111104 (CANT REMEMBER IF IVE USED THIS BEFORE :P) I tucked my phone in my bag and ran downstairs. I grabbed some breakfast and talked to Keith. "You're home!" I exclaimed while hugging him. He chuckled and nodded. "Missed you too!" He said with a smile. We talked about his trip, I didn't want to bring up Jason. Finally it was time to go and I said goodbye. I grabbed my skateboard and ran out the door. I dropped my board on the ground and hopped on. It felt good to finally ride my baby again. I felt the wind blow through my hair with every swift movement I made through the air. i finally got to school and grabbed skated all the way to the steps then jumped off and flipped my skateboard into my hand. I ran inside desperate to find Faith. "Woaah slow down babe." She said jokingly while meeting me right at my locker. I sighed and rolled my eyes. I hid my skateboard in the janitors closet right next to my locker. I grabbed all my books and binders. "So what happened?" Faith asked. "Ugh longg story, I'll tell you at lunch, come find me!" I yelled while running down the hall trying not to be late. I could hear her laugh at me from behind. I slowed down and got to class on time, which I wasn;t to excited for, cause Austin AND Jason were in this class... oh joy oh joy. i took my seat and smiled at Austin. He nodded towards me and kept talking to his friends. I looked to my left and Jason walked in joking around with his friends. I slid down in my seat and crossed my arms. I didn't want to see him right now. Through all the pain and sadness he put me through, now all I felt was anger. And let me tell you I was pissed. He walked in and looked at me. Ugh that look.. He threw his stuff down on the desk and sunk into his seat crossing his arms as well. That's the only problem with us.. we were both stubborn and neither one of us would apologize first, so where do we go from this?!
"Okay class, begin!" Mr. Brown announced. It took me back to the first day me and Jason were assigned to be lab partners. Both of us sitting here pissed at each other with out arms crossed. Only this time Jason gave me a look and got up and started to get the shit we needed. I was dumbfounded. I got up and got the equipment ready. I could feel Austin throwing glances at me. I wish I knew how to explain to him the situation, but I didn't want to break his heart.. Mr. Brown announced he'd be stepping out of the room for a bit and for us to behave. "No you use this.." Jason muttered as I picked up the wrong chemical. I mumbled some kind of thanks and took it from him. I poured it in and the reaction started bubbling and overflowed. "JASON!" I yelled at him. A smile spread across his face and he couldn't help but laugh. "I hate you Jason." I said while trying to clean up the mess. I felt all the eyes on us, "Oh calm down St. Mary." He said with that attitude again. "Screw you Jason." I said loud enough for everyone to hear. He stopped laughing. "Wow original bitch." he said back. "You're such a bastard you know that right?" I said back through gritted teeth. By now everyone was watching us, but I didn't care. "Oh really, is that why you were begging me to stay the night?" He said loud. On purpose KNOWING Austin was there. "Shut up Jason." I whispered getting worried. "Or why you came to visit me in the hospital EVERY day?" He continued. "I said stop!" I screamed while pushing him backwards.He stumbled and looked at me pissed. "Screw.You.Bitch." He spat at me and walked out. I sighed bringing my hand to my forehead knowing everyone was staring at me. I waited a few seconds then groaned and ran after him. "Jason I'm sorry!" I yelled while watching him walk down the hallway. He kept walking without turning around. "Jason!" I yelled while catching up to him and grabbing his wrist. He shot around and snatched his hand back. "What." He hissed. "Jason I'm sorry..." I mumbled. "Yeah that's great." He said bitterly and turning around to walk away. "Jason stop!" I yelled while grabbing his wrist and pulling him back. "WHAT?!" He shouted angrily making me flinch. "Look Jason I-I'm sorry.. about everything. I was really mixed up these last few days and I didn't know what to do.. I'm sorry I am! I was just so hurt from what you said to me.. I just snapped okay I'm sorry!" I huffed nervously. He took his hand back but turned around to face me. He walked closer until I hit the wall. He gently grabbed my chin and kissed me. WTF. I felt myself kiss back as my arms wrapped around his neck. "Look... I'm sorry too... for everything too.. i never meant anything i said.. i have a short temper and I loose control.. I'm really sorry." He whispered. I cracked a smile and nodded. "It's okay Jason.." I whispered back. He smiled and pecked my cheek.
I was at my locker getting my books for the end half of the day and was about to go to lunch when Faith came running up to me out of breath. "Woaaah slow down girl, what's wrong?" i chuckled. "Em you have to go to the cafeteria, NOW!" she yelled while panting. "What why?! Faith what's going on??" I questioned worried. "Emma! Jason and Austin are beating the crap out of each other come on!" She yelled while tugging at my hand. WHAT?!
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I looked up to him with worry throughout my eyes. "Wh-who?" I questioned with a shaky voice. "Austin." He said again with less emotion in his voice. "W-well what did he want?" I said while sitting up from his lap. "Oh nothing, you know, just wondering how you were, what you're doing, oh and you know, IF YOU TWO ARE DATING!" He shouted at then end. I flinched and drew back scared. "O-Oh.." I mumbled. "Oh? That's all you're going to say, is OH?!" He shouted again. "How did he not know it wasn't me?" I questioned a little more suspicious. His expression changed and he looked taken back. "Jason did you pretend to be me?!" I yelled getting angry myself. He didn't say anything, but he grew even angrier. "YOU KNOW WHAT EM, SCREW IT! I'VE TRIED TO BE TRUSTING WITH YOU AND NOT GET ANGRY BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH!" He yelled while jumping off the bed. "YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING EARLIER IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT! YOU insisted that I go with him to the dance! NOT ME!" I yelled while jumping up as well. "You know what screw you Anderson, and to think I used to think you the good girl when really you were the SLUT!" He screamed in anger. I drew back. That cut me deep. "excuse me?" I said. "You heard me." He huffed and threw on his shirt then stormed out the door. "JASON!" I screamed in anger. He just stormed downstairs and walked out the door slamming it shut. "Jason." I cried while slamming my hands on the door. I pressed my back onto it and slid to the floor. I buried my face in my hands. I screwed everything up... I slowly got up off the floor and dragged myself upstairs. I fell onto the bed and cried. It felt like the night after Lucas came back into my life.. I just laid in bed sobbing. I finally stopped and sat up wiping the tears away. This is horrible..
RINGGGGGG......... RINGGGGGGGGGG.... RINGGGGGGGGGG... "Hey this is Jason I can't come to the phone right now leave a message." BEEEEP. i sighed and hung up. I threw my phone on my bed and collapsed. It hurt when he called me a slut.. it really did.. No one has ever called me that, and to think, my own boyfriend.. if he even still is that.. I sighed and climbed out onto my roof. The cool wind blew threw my hair, it felt like a fall day. There wasn't that much sun and the wind was blowing, it felt nice. I wrapped my arms around my knees and buried my head. "Anderson?" I heard from below. I looked up then down, Lucas? He started climbing up the tree and joined me on the roof. "Sup baby girl." He said while wrapping an arm around my shoulder and hugging me. "Hii Lucas." I mumbled while leaning on his shoulder. "What's wrong?" He asked looking at me. I sighed. I told him the entire story beginning to end. "wow." he said at first. I sighed and nodded. "Look he was just angry, I've known McCann forever, he didn't mean it, he says whatever comes to his mind first, it's a habit." He said. I sighed and shrugged. "Where does this leave us Lucas? Me and Jason? I don't know what to do.." I cried. "Shhh shh baby girl. It'll all get better, I promise." He said while putting his arm around me and pulling me close. I sighed yet again and nodded.
Me and Lucas talked all day long. It was nice catching up and talking again. Finally it was time for him to go, even though I didn't want him to. Lucas said his goodbyes and hopped off the roof going to meet Tiffany, his girlfriend. I went back into my room and sat down to think. Tomorrow is Monday, meaning I have to face Jason.. and Austin.. Oh dear Lord what will I do?! I went and showered feeling refreshed and calmed down. I changed into my jammies and climbed into bed. I played with my i pod, texted Faith, called Jason yet again, and then finally gave up. I put my phone on my side table and rolled over attempting to sleep. I was listening to the song, "Skinny Love" by Birdy and felt a tear roll down my cheek. I can't believe I let this happen.. "Come on Skinny love just last the year..." "BZZZZZZZZZZ!" I shot up out of bed and looked at the clock. ugh 5:30. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I grabbed my phone and checked facebook, twitter, then my messages. I got out of bed and changed into http://www.polyvore.com/concert/set?id=43111104 (CANT REMEMBER IF IVE USED THIS BEFORE :P) I tucked my phone in my bag and ran downstairs. I grabbed some breakfast and talked to Keith. "You're home!" I exclaimed while hugging him. He chuckled and nodded. "Missed you too!" He said with a smile. We talked about his trip, I didn't want to bring up Jason. Finally it was time to go and I said goodbye. I grabbed my skateboard and ran out the door. I dropped my board on the ground and hopped on. It felt good to finally ride my baby again. I felt the wind blow through my hair with every swift movement I made through the air. i finally got to school and grabbed skated all the way to the steps then jumped off and flipped my skateboard into my hand. I ran inside desperate to find Faith. "Woaah slow down babe." She said jokingly while meeting me right at my locker. I sighed and rolled my eyes. I hid my skateboard in the janitors closet right next to my locker. I grabbed all my books and binders. "So what happened?" Faith asked. "Ugh longg story, I'll tell you at lunch, come find me!" I yelled while running down the hall trying not to be late. I could hear her laugh at me from behind. I slowed down and got to class on time, which I wasn;t to excited for, cause Austin AND Jason were in this class... oh joy oh joy. i took my seat and smiled at Austin. He nodded towards me and kept talking to his friends. I looked to my left and Jason walked in joking around with his friends. I slid down in my seat and crossed my arms. I didn't want to see him right now. Through all the pain and sadness he put me through, now all I felt was anger. And let me tell you I was pissed. He walked in and looked at me. Ugh that look.. He threw his stuff down on the desk and sunk into his seat crossing his arms as well. That's the only problem with us.. we were both stubborn and neither one of us would apologize first, so where do we go from this?!
"Okay class, begin!" Mr. Brown announced. It took me back to the first day me and Jason were assigned to be lab partners. Both of us sitting here pissed at each other with out arms crossed. Only this time Jason gave me a look and got up and started to get the shit we needed. I was dumbfounded. I got up and got the equipment ready. I could feel Austin throwing glances at me. I wish I knew how to explain to him the situation, but I didn't want to break his heart.. Mr. Brown announced he'd be stepping out of the room for a bit and for us to behave. "No you use this.." Jason muttered as I picked up the wrong chemical. I mumbled some kind of thanks and took it from him. I poured it in and the reaction started bubbling and overflowed. "JASON!" I yelled at him. A smile spread across his face and he couldn't help but laugh. "I hate you Jason." I said while trying to clean up the mess. I felt all the eyes on us, "Oh calm down St. Mary." He said with that attitude again. "Screw you Jason." I said loud enough for everyone to hear. He stopped laughing. "Wow original bitch." he said back. "You're such a bastard you know that right?" I said back through gritted teeth. By now everyone was watching us, but I didn't care. "Oh really, is that why you were begging me to stay the night?" He said loud. On purpose KNOWING Austin was there. "Shut up Jason." I whispered getting worried. "Or why you came to visit me in the hospital EVERY day?" He continued. "I said stop!" I screamed while pushing him backwards.He stumbled and looked at me pissed. "Screw.You.Bitch." He spat at me and walked out. I sighed bringing my hand to my forehead knowing everyone was staring at me. I waited a few seconds then groaned and ran after him. "Jason I'm sorry!" I yelled while watching him walk down the hallway. He kept walking without turning around. "Jason!" I yelled while catching up to him and grabbing his wrist. He shot around and snatched his hand back. "What." He hissed. "Jason I'm sorry..." I mumbled. "Yeah that's great." He said bitterly and turning around to walk away. "Jason stop!" I yelled while grabbing his wrist and pulling him back. "WHAT?!" He shouted angrily making me flinch. "Look Jason I-I'm sorry.. about everything. I was really mixed up these last few days and I didn't know what to do.. I'm sorry I am! I was just so hurt from what you said to me.. I just snapped okay I'm sorry!" I huffed nervously. He took his hand back but turned around to face me. He walked closer until I hit the wall. He gently grabbed my chin and kissed me. WTF. I felt myself kiss back as my arms wrapped around his neck. "Look... I'm sorry too... for everything too.. i never meant anything i said.. i have a short temper and I loose control.. I'm really sorry." He whispered. I cracked a smile and nodded. "It's okay Jason.." I whispered back. He smiled and pecked my cheek.
I was at my locker getting my books for the end half of the day and was about to go to lunch when Faith came running up to me out of breath. "Woaaah slow down girl, what's wrong?" i chuckled. "Em you have to go to the cafeteria, NOW!" she yelled while panting. "What why?! Faith what's going on??" I questioned worried. "Emma! Jason and Austin are beating the crap out of each other come on!" She yelled while tugging at my hand. WHAT?!
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Sunday, February 12, 2012
Part 11 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
Part 11 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
"Lucas I'm sorry!" I pleaded in a whisper while gently wrapping my fingers around his cuts. He flinched a little and looked at me. I dug through my bag for a handkerchief or something. I found one and dipped it in the lake and washed the blood away from the cuts on Lucas's hands. He winced a little but when I went over a particular cut he flinched and snatched his hand back. I looked at him concerned and he looked down into the water. "Lucas.." I whispered holding out my hand. He looked at me like a little kid and slowly gave me his hand back. I washed it carefully, then wrapped it in a different piece of cloth I found in my bag. "Please don't hurt yourself." I said squeezing his bandaged hand. He sighed and nodded. I scootched closer to him and he pulled me next to him. His familiar touch made me remember all the good times we had here, and I broke down crying. He pulled his other arm around me and rocked me back and forth. "Shhh." He said while rubbing my back. "Lucas.. I-I missed you.. What happened?!" I cried. "I'm sorry." He whispered while kissing my head. That's the first time he's apologized. "Look Emma.. I-I'm sorry. I really thought about it and I'm a monster for hitting you like I did.. I don't know what ever possessed me to.. Well I do. I'm sorry I drank and got high so much.. I knew it was wrong but I didn't know how else to escape the guilt.." He confessed. I felt myself leaning on him and sniffle. "It wasn't your fault Lucas, I really wish you would understand that... And thank you.." I whispered. "It was my fault Em! If I had been paying attention Angela would still be here!" He yelled as I saw him get a little frustrated. I calmed him down. "No Lucas listen. You were paying attention, it was a drunk driving accident! You weren't the one drunk! There's nothing you could have done to have stopped that truck. Lucas please.." I said hugging him tight as he buried his head in out hug. "I'll never forgive myself.." He whispered while shaking his head. I felt a tear fall from my cheek to his neck. "But I'll always have forgiven you. I hope you know.." I whispered. He pulled out of the hug and looked at me. "You're one damn strong girl you know that right?" He said while pulling me under his arm. I smiled and sighed. "Lucas.. promise me.. We'll never leave each other.. I need you here with me.. I need your friendship. You were my best friend and you were always there for me.. I'll always love you." I confessed looking out into the night. He nodded, "Forever beautiful." He whispered while kissing my head. We sat and talked remembering everything. It was nice having my Lucas back.. But my life was just getting messier. Lucas walked me home and said goodbye. I sighed and watched him walk off into the night. I sat down on the fountain edge and sighed hanging my head low. Lucas... Austin... Jason... all these thoughts just ran through my head. Lucas was my first love, I had always liked Austin, and Jason.. when I was with him.. everything felt perfect. I swung my legs hanging them over the edge and gripping the side. I had to have a answer for Austin TOMORROW.. I buried my head in my hands and sighed.
"Emmmm!" Jason said while throwing his arms around me and picking me up. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck burying my head in his shoulder smiling and laughing. I lifted my head to look at hm and he kissed me. I loved his surprise kisses. He put me down and smiled down on me considering he was taller than me. "So where we headed?" He asked sweetly. I took his hand and walked down the sidewalk with him. "Well you'll see." I said with a smirk. He raised and eyebrow and cracked a smile. I giggled and continued to walk. We got to the beach and went to the pier. I took him to his favorite pizzeria. He smiled huge and hugged me. "Wow Anderson, didn't think you'd remember all the way back to 5th grade." He chuckled. I blushed and shrugged. "Well you know I'm just that awesome." He playfully rolled his eyes and got us a table. We ordered Hawaiian pizza, our favorite. "Nu uh!" He said while laughing. I smirked and nodded. 'Yeah huh!" I said while twirling the cherry in between my thumb and forefinger. He narrowed his eyes with a slight smile. "Prove it." He said. I gave him that, "Okay it's on" look and dropped the cherry into my mouth. I bit off the actual cherry then tied the stem in a knot with my tongue. I made a face then pulled it out and waved it in Jason's face. "Tadaaaa!" I said mockingly. He plafully slapped my hand down. "Damn St. Mary." He said with a smirk. I rolled my eyes and smirked at him. He smiled. We finished up eating and went for a walk down the pier. It was a nice night out and it was so pretty with all the lights. We played games, at more food, and just enjoyed our time.
"Please come on Jason!" I said keeping my hold on his hand. "I don't wanna impose Em, it's fineee!" He said back. "Jason I don't wanna be alone. So it's settled you're staying." I decided while opening the doors and pulling him inside. I heard him chuckled and follow me inside. He whistled and looked around. "Wow." he mumbled. I blushed and led him upstairs. He smiled and followed me. "Nice room." He chuckled as I shut the door. "Hush it." I said while blushing. He smiled and put his hands on my waist slightly pushing me against the wall. He kissed my neck as I placed my hands on his shoulders. "Jasonn." I whined. He sighed and pulled away. I gave him that, "I'm sooorrryy im tired" look. He chuckled and jumped on the bed pulling me on top of him. I smiled and pecked his cheek. He pulled me into his arms and turned over, I laughed and said, "Get off me fatty!" He laughed and looked at me, "Oh fatty am I?!" He joked and pressed down on me. I laughed and tried pushing him off. "Ahhh fattyyy!" I joked. We both laughed and rolled over. "Imma change, you can wear this." I said while tossing him a pair of white basketball shorts. He thanked me and I went to my closet. I changed into http://www.polyvore.com/sleepy_timeee/set?id=41268670 and walked back out to find Jason laying shirtless staring at the ceiling. I threw the covers back and crawled underneath. Jason looked at me and smiled and got under with me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him. He kissed my head and ran his fingers through my hair. "Night baby." I whispered while kissing his hand. "Night cutie." He said while kissing my head and squeezing me. I smiled to myself and felt my eyes close and slowly sleep. Everything felt so right...
"Wake up Emmaaaa!" I heard someone say while shaking me. I looked around and saw a blurry figure sitting next to me shaking me. "Jasonnn!" I groaned falling back onto my pillow. He laughed and said, "Rise and shine princess!" He said while pushing me. I groaned and hit him. "Jaaasss." I whined and covered my head with my other pillow. "Hahahah just get up lazy ass." he said while starting to tickle me. I flipped out and started screaming and laughing till i couldn't breathe. He continued tickling me and laughing his ass off. When he finally stopped I was on top of his lap panting and tired. I slapped his arm but fell bak and leaned on him tired and out of breath. "Em.. Austin called." he said from behind me. I looked up and him and he held my phone in his hand. Uh oh..
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"Lucas I'm sorry!" I pleaded in a whisper while gently wrapping my fingers around his cuts. He flinched a little and looked at me. I dug through my bag for a handkerchief or something. I found one and dipped it in the lake and washed the blood away from the cuts on Lucas's hands. He winced a little but when I went over a particular cut he flinched and snatched his hand back. I looked at him concerned and he looked down into the water. "Lucas.." I whispered holding out my hand. He looked at me like a little kid and slowly gave me his hand back. I washed it carefully, then wrapped it in a different piece of cloth I found in my bag. "Please don't hurt yourself." I said squeezing his bandaged hand. He sighed and nodded. I scootched closer to him and he pulled me next to him. His familiar touch made me remember all the good times we had here, and I broke down crying. He pulled his other arm around me and rocked me back and forth. "Shhh." He said while rubbing my back. "Lucas.. I-I missed you.. What happened?!" I cried. "I'm sorry." He whispered while kissing my head. That's the first time he's apologized. "Look Emma.. I-I'm sorry. I really thought about it and I'm a monster for hitting you like I did.. I don't know what ever possessed me to.. Well I do. I'm sorry I drank and got high so much.. I knew it was wrong but I didn't know how else to escape the guilt.." He confessed. I felt myself leaning on him and sniffle. "It wasn't your fault Lucas, I really wish you would understand that... And thank you.." I whispered. "It was my fault Em! If I had been paying attention Angela would still be here!" He yelled as I saw him get a little frustrated. I calmed him down. "No Lucas listen. You were paying attention, it was a drunk driving accident! You weren't the one drunk! There's nothing you could have done to have stopped that truck. Lucas please.." I said hugging him tight as he buried his head in out hug. "I'll never forgive myself.." He whispered while shaking his head. I felt a tear fall from my cheek to his neck. "But I'll always have forgiven you. I hope you know.." I whispered. He pulled out of the hug and looked at me. "You're one damn strong girl you know that right?" He said while pulling me under his arm. I smiled and sighed. "Lucas.. promise me.. We'll never leave each other.. I need you here with me.. I need your friendship. You were my best friend and you were always there for me.. I'll always love you." I confessed looking out into the night. He nodded, "Forever beautiful." He whispered while kissing my head. We sat and talked remembering everything. It was nice having my Lucas back.. But my life was just getting messier. Lucas walked me home and said goodbye. I sighed and watched him walk off into the night. I sat down on the fountain edge and sighed hanging my head low. Lucas... Austin... Jason... all these thoughts just ran through my head. Lucas was my first love, I had always liked Austin, and Jason.. when I was with him.. everything felt perfect. I swung my legs hanging them over the edge and gripping the side. I had to have a answer for Austin TOMORROW.. I buried my head in my hands and sighed.
"Emmmm!" Jason said while throwing his arms around me and picking me up. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck burying my head in his shoulder smiling and laughing. I lifted my head to look at hm and he kissed me. I loved his surprise kisses. He put me down and smiled down on me considering he was taller than me. "So where we headed?" He asked sweetly. I took his hand and walked down the sidewalk with him. "Well you'll see." I said with a smirk. He raised and eyebrow and cracked a smile. I giggled and continued to walk. We got to the beach and went to the pier. I took him to his favorite pizzeria. He smiled huge and hugged me. "Wow Anderson, didn't think you'd remember all the way back to 5th grade." He chuckled. I blushed and shrugged. "Well you know I'm just that awesome." He playfully rolled his eyes and got us a table. We ordered Hawaiian pizza, our favorite. "Nu uh!" He said while laughing. I smirked and nodded. 'Yeah huh!" I said while twirling the cherry in between my thumb and forefinger. He narrowed his eyes with a slight smile. "Prove it." He said. I gave him that, "Okay it's on" look and dropped the cherry into my mouth. I bit off the actual cherry then tied the stem in a knot with my tongue. I made a face then pulled it out and waved it in Jason's face. "Tadaaaa!" I said mockingly. He plafully slapped my hand down. "Damn St. Mary." He said with a smirk. I rolled my eyes and smirked at him. He smiled. We finished up eating and went for a walk down the pier. It was a nice night out and it was so pretty with all the lights. We played games, at more food, and just enjoyed our time.
"Please come on Jason!" I said keeping my hold on his hand. "I don't wanna impose Em, it's fineee!" He said back. "Jason I don't wanna be alone. So it's settled you're staying." I decided while opening the doors and pulling him inside. I heard him chuckled and follow me inside. He whistled and looked around. "Wow." he mumbled. I blushed and led him upstairs. He smiled and followed me. "Nice room." He chuckled as I shut the door. "Hush it." I said while blushing. He smiled and put his hands on my waist slightly pushing me against the wall. He kissed my neck as I placed my hands on his shoulders. "Jasonn." I whined. He sighed and pulled away. I gave him that, "I'm sooorrryy im tired" look. He chuckled and jumped on the bed pulling me on top of him. I smiled and pecked his cheek. He pulled me into his arms and turned over, I laughed and said, "Get off me fatty!" He laughed and looked at me, "Oh fatty am I?!" He joked and pressed down on me. I laughed and tried pushing him off. "Ahhh fattyyy!" I joked. We both laughed and rolled over. "Imma change, you can wear this." I said while tossing him a pair of white basketball shorts. He thanked me and I went to my closet. I changed into http://www.polyvore.com/sleepy_timeee/set?id=41268670 and walked back out to find Jason laying shirtless staring at the ceiling. I threw the covers back and crawled underneath. Jason looked at me and smiled and got under with me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him. He kissed my head and ran his fingers through my hair. "Night baby." I whispered while kissing his hand. "Night cutie." He said while kissing my head and squeezing me. I smiled to myself and felt my eyes close and slowly sleep. Everything felt so right...
"Wake up Emmaaaa!" I heard someone say while shaking me. I looked around and saw a blurry figure sitting next to me shaking me. "Jasonnn!" I groaned falling back onto my pillow. He laughed and said, "Rise and shine princess!" He said while pushing me. I groaned and hit him. "Jaaasss." I whined and covered my head with my other pillow. "Hahahah just get up lazy ass." he said while starting to tickle me. I flipped out and started screaming and laughing till i couldn't breathe. He continued tickling me and laughing his ass off. When he finally stopped I was on top of his lap panting and tired. I slapped his arm but fell bak and leaned on him tired and out of breath. "Em.. Austin called." he said from behind me. I looked up and him and he held my phone in his hand. Uh oh..
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Thursday, February 9, 2012
Part 10 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
Part 9 -Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
"Well..." I started. He nodded and bit his lip. I drew my breath and sighed. It was now or never. "Look Jason.." "YO MCCANN! BUDDY! HOW ARE YOU?!?" I heard a too familiar voice yell while bursting through the door. "Ayee Andrews, wassup?!" He yelled back in response while sitting up and smiling. I blinked in dismay as my head turned towards the door. "Lucas, meet my girlfriend, Emma. Emma this is Lucas-" I cut him off. "Andrews." I whispered finishing his sentence. "How'd you know?" He asked raising an eye brow. "Just a guess, hi I'm Emma." I mumbled as I shook his outstretched hand. "Nice to meet you." He said as a smirk flashed over his face for a second. I drew back my hand and stood up walking to the window as they did a bro shake and caught up. I sighed as I rested on the window sill staring at the stars. Who would've thought they'd be friends. "Yo Imma go grab something to eat, want anything?" Lucas asked Jason after a few minutes. "Nah man, I'm good thanks though, but take Emma with you. I know you haven't eaten in days!" He directed the last part at me. "Jas I'm not hungry.." I lied not wanting to go with Lucas. "Go, please, for me?" He said trying to reason. I sighed and nodded. Lucas smiled at me and opened the door. I walked out and heard Lucas say, "Be back in a few man." Then shut the door. I turned down an empty hallway hoping he didn't see me. I was walking when I felt fingers roughly curl around my already bruised wrists and yank me to the ground. I groaned and looked up at the blurry figure. "Wow McCann is your little boyfriend, eh Anderson?" Lucas asked with an attitude. "Lucas stop.." I whispered while getting up and brushing myself off. "Why?" He asked while pushing me backwards into the wall. I groaned in pain and shut my eyes. I felt his hands grab my wrists and push me against the wall. "Scared?" He whispered. I shook my head. "Lucas I'm done, just like I was two years ago.. please can't we just be done?" I pleaded. He rested his forehead on mine loosening his grip. "I-I can't baby.." He whispered. I gently took his wrists and held them in my hands keeping my eyes shut. "You don't think I missed you? Us? What happened Lucas? Don't you remember why it ended?!" I cried. He nodded and placed his hand on my cheek, oh his touch... "Now's not the the time Lucas... meet me at the lake at 6 tomorrow, alright?" I said calmly. He nodded and pulled away. I opened my eyes and sighed. I held out my arms and he hugged me. I hugged him back and buried my head in his chest. "I missed you.." I mumbled into his chest. "i missed you too." He mumbled into my head. He put his arm around me and we walked to the vending machines. He kissed my head and I smiled. "I think you got shorter." He joked while chuckling. I lifted my leg and kicked him in the butt from the side. "jerk." I joked back. We bought a ton of junk food and soda and returned to the room.
"Well, I'm gonna head out guys, don't have too much fun." He joked. I smiled and Jason laughed to himself. "Get better man, I'll see you soon for sure?" He said while they fist bumped. "Nice meeting you." He said to me with a wink only i could see. I smiled and nodded, "Night." i said shyly. "Goodnight guys." He said then shut the door. "Mmmm I'm tired." I mumbled while stretching out under the covers and burying my arms under the pillows. I faced the opposite way of Jason but snuggled up next to him. "Then sleep babe." He said with a chuckle. "Mmm.. yeah.." I mumbled. I felt him kiss my head then run his fingers through my hair and down my back until I slowly drifted off to sleep with the flashing lights of the tv and hum of the electronics...
*JASON'S POV*
"Then sleep babe." I chuckled watching her adjust herself. "Mmm yeaahh.." She mumbled before falling asleep. I smiled as I ran my hand through her hair and down her back. I've never and I repeat, NEVER felt this way about a girl.. The way we fought, her attitude, crazy, but it made me like her more! She was unique in her own special way and I loved that. I sighed and sunk back into my pillow bored, I've slept almost all week. I turned off the flashing tv which only gave me a headache and sighed. I looked out the window at the stars.. I felt tears build up in my eyes. I demanded they go away and looked back into the dark empty room. I wanted to go home, but then again once I left I had no one.. I don't even know how I was supposed to pay for this.. I sighed and looked at Emma remembering she was there. It was so sweet of her always coming to see me. I moved her hair away and saw the bruises on her back.. She had more on her wrists and her upper arm.. Something or someone was hurting her and it hurt me knowing she wouldn't tell me. I don't like to pry myself into people's business so I never bothered pushing her to tell me, but she's been lying.. I just.. I loved being with her but it feels like there is so much I didn't know about her.. Maybe I was just being paranoid but.. I dunno. I sighed yet again and laid down wrapping my arms around her and kissing her goodnight. I wish I stayed awake.. "Jason?" I heard someone call out. "Emma? Emma is that you?" I answered. "Jaaassooon." She sang back. I ran around the corner and found her on the ground bruised and definitely beaten. "Emma what the hell happened to you?!" I yelled in dismay. "Jason he hit me again..." She whispered weakly as I pulled her onto my lap. "Emma baby who?!" I yelled getting worried. She was hurt, badly. "J-Jason.. He hit me.." She whispered again. "Baby I heard you, WHO HIT YOU!?" I yelled angry and worried. "Y-You." She whispered then disappeared. "EMMA?!" I shouted and looked around.
"JASON WAKE UP!!!" I shot up and looked around. I rubbed my face and I was sweating. "Oh.. Uh what?" I asked out of it. I lay back leaning on my pillows. "Jas.. you okay?" She asked while laying her head on my chest with her ear to my heart. "Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine just a.. weird dream that's all." I said trying to play it off. She nodded and sighed. I felt her wiggle around then adjust herself perfectly next to me and sleep again. I sat up and just stared into the darkness. What the hell did that dream mean?! "Who's hurting you?" "Y-You." WHAT DOES THAT MEAN!? I'm not hitting her! I may be hurt and weird sometimes but I'm not delirious enough to hit her and not remember. I sat up for hours thinking about it cause it really bothered me.. Now wait.. Dreams don't always mean something. I could just be having a weird dream. It means nothing..
"JAS!! THEIR LETTING YOU OUT TONIGHT!!" She squealed as she came running through the door and throwing herself on me. I chuckled and hugged her. "That's great.." I mumbled a little worried. "Wait.. what's wrong Jas?" She asked while half sitting on the bed. "Nothing... It's just... Em I don's know how I'm supposed to pay for this.." I blurted out while looking down. She sat in silence for a little then I felt her get up and leave. WTF? I was tempted to call her a bitch but maybe there was a method to her madness.. There better fucking be. I sat up and sighed. The door opened and she came waltzing back in with a shy smile on her face. "Where the hell did you go?" I asked. "Jason.." She started while coming closer. I threw my legs over the edge of the bed for the first time in forever and sat up straight by myself. She rested her forehead on mine and held my hands. "Jason live with me.." She blurted out in a whisper. I opened my eyes and looked at her. "Are you crazy?" I asked shocked. "Jason.. I paid for your hospital stay, your insurance wasn't enough.. I don't like the fact thinking you're out there living alone.." She said. "Wait.. you paid FOR ME?" I asked even more shocked. She nodded. This girl...
*EMMA'S POV*
"Wait.. you paid FOR ME?" He asked shocked. I nodded a little afraid. "That is.. wow I can't believe you would actually do that for me.." He said as a smile grew on his face. I looked up and smiled at him. "I can't let you do this.." He said. "Jason don't start with me, Both my parents have more money then they know what to do with and they waste it on shit like flying to different countries for vacation, we'll be fine." I whispered. He sighed and shook his head. "I can't pay you back.." He whispered. "You don't have to Jason.. Please just let me do this." I said. He sighed and nodded. I smiled and hugged him. He hugged me back and pulled me down on top of him as we laughed and smiled. Hours went by as doctors did more and more tests on him. Finally it was 7:30 and he was allowed to leave. He changed into this, http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=43549775 He put his arm around me and finally we left. As soon as we got outside he picked me up from the back and spun me around. I screamed and laughed as he lifted me in the air. I kissed his nose then his soft pink lips. "Oh no.." I whispered. "What is it baby?" He mumbled while kissing my neck. "Jason, I'm gonna drive you home then you can get ready and we're gonna go out for dinner, alright?" I said with a smile. He smiled and nodded. I made sure he was okay with going on a motorcycle again, he said yes so we got on mine and drove off. I dropped him off and told him I'd be back in an hour. He smiled and kissed my cheek then walked inside. I sighed and drove as fast as I could home. I parked in my drive way and jumped off.
"Hello?" He answered. "Look Lucas don't hang up, I'm so so so sorry! I completely forgot about it. I was at the hospital,-" "With Jason. I get it." He said clearly angry. "Look Lucas I'm sorry they let him leave today so I had to be there. He scoffed a little. "Yeah okay." He answered. "No Lucas I'm sorry! Look I'm on my way right now, please don't be mad." I said, ducking under a tree and running. "Mad? How could I be mad? You're only 2 and a half fucking hours late." He said sarcasticly and coldly. "I'm sorry." I whispered coming to the clearing and seeing him sitting on the dock. I hung up and walked to the dock. "Look Lucas I'm sorry." I whispered. He stared off to the distance and slightly nodded. "Emma.." I sat down next to him and looked at him. "Your knuckles.." I whispered while gently running my fingers over them. "You've been punching glass again... Lucas why!?" I pleaded. He looked at me with that, "You should know.." Look. I felt horrible..
"Well..." I started. He nodded and bit his lip. I drew my breath and sighed. It was now or never. "Look Jason.." "YO MCCANN! BUDDY! HOW ARE YOU?!?" I heard a too familiar voice yell while bursting through the door. "Ayee Andrews, wassup?!" He yelled back in response while sitting up and smiling. I blinked in dismay as my head turned towards the door. "Lucas, meet my girlfriend, Emma. Emma this is Lucas-" I cut him off. "Andrews." I whispered finishing his sentence. "How'd you know?" He asked raising an eye brow. "Just a guess, hi I'm Emma." I mumbled as I shook his outstretched hand. "Nice to meet you." He said as a smirk flashed over his face for a second. I drew back my hand and stood up walking to the window as they did a bro shake and caught up. I sighed as I rested on the window sill staring at the stars. Who would've thought they'd be friends. "Yo Imma go grab something to eat, want anything?" Lucas asked Jason after a few minutes. "Nah man, I'm good thanks though, but take Emma with you. I know you haven't eaten in days!" He directed the last part at me. "Jas I'm not hungry.." I lied not wanting to go with Lucas. "Go, please, for me?" He said trying to reason. I sighed and nodded. Lucas smiled at me and opened the door. I walked out and heard Lucas say, "Be back in a few man." Then shut the door. I turned down an empty hallway hoping he didn't see me. I was walking when I felt fingers roughly curl around my already bruised wrists and yank me to the ground. I groaned and looked up at the blurry figure. "Wow McCann is your little boyfriend, eh Anderson?" Lucas asked with an attitude. "Lucas stop.." I whispered while getting up and brushing myself off. "Why?" He asked while pushing me backwards into the wall. I groaned in pain and shut my eyes. I felt his hands grab my wrists and push me against the wall. "Scared?" He whispered. I shook my head. "Lucas I'm done, just like I was two years ago.. please can't we just be done?" I pleaded. He rested his forehead on mine loosening his grip. "I-I can't baby.." He whispered. I gently took his wrists and held them in my hands keeping my eyes shut. "You don't think I missed you? Us? What happened Lucas? Don't you remember why it ended?!" I cried. He nodded and placed his hand on my cheek, oh his touch... "Now's not the the time Lucas... meet me at the lake at 6 tomorrow, alright?" I said calmly. He nodded and pulled away. I opened my eyes and sighed. I held out my arms and he hugged me. I hugged him back and buried my head in his chest. "I missed you.." I mumbled into his chest. "i missed you too." He mumbled into my head. He put his arm around me and we walked to the vending machines. He kissed my head and I smiled. "I think you got shorter." He joked while chuckling. I lifted my leg and kicked him in the butt from the side. "jerk." I joked back. We bought a ton of junk food and soda and returned to the room.
"Well, I'm gonna head out guys, don't have too much fun." He joked. I smiled and Jason laughed to himself. "Get better man, I'll see you soon for sure?" He said while they fist bumped. "Nice meeting you." He said to me with a wink only i could see. I smiled and nodded, "Night." i said shyly. "Goodnight guys." He said then shut the door. "Mmmm I'm tired." I mumbled while stretching out under the covers and burying my arms under the pillows. I faced the opposite way of Jason but snuggled up next to him. "Then sleep babe." He said with a chuckle. "Mmm.. yeah.." I mumbled. I felt him kiss my head then run his fingers through my hair and down my back until I slowly drifted off to sleep with the flashing lights of the tv and hum of the electronics...
*JASON'S POV*
"Then sleep babe." I chuckled watching her adjust herself. "Mmm yeaahh.." She mumbled before falling asleep. I smiled as I ran my hand through her hair and down her back. I've never and I repeat, NEVER felt this way about a girl.. The way we fought, her attitude, crazy, but it made me like her more! She was unique in her own special way and I loved that. I sighed and sunk back into my pillow bored, I've slept almost all week. I turned off the flashing tv which only gave me a headache and sighed. I looked out the window at the stars.. I felt tears build up in my eyes. I demanded they go away and looked back into the dark empty room. I wanted to go home, but then again once I left I had no one.. I don't even know how I was supposed to pay for this.. I sighed and looked at Emma remembering she was there. It was so sweet of her always coming to see me. I moved her hair away and saw the bruises on her back.. She had more on her wrists and her upper arm.. Something or someone was hurting her and it hurt me knowing she wouldn't tell me. I don't like to pry myself into people's business so I never bothered pushing her to tell me, but she's been lying.. I just.. I loved being with her but it feels like there is so much I didn't know about her.. Maybe I was just being paranoid but.. I dunno. I sighed yet again and laid down wrapping my arms around her and kissing her goodnight. I wish I stayed awake.. "Jason?" I heard someone call out. "Emma? Emma is that you?" I answered. "Jaaassooon." She sang back. I ran around the corner and found her on the ground bruised and definitely beaten. "Emma what the hell happened to you?!" I yelled in dismay. "Jason he hit me again..." She whispered weakly as I pulled her onto my lap. "Emma baby who?!" I yelled getting worried. She was hurt, badly. "J-Jason.. He hit me.." She whispered again. "Baby I heard you, WHO HIT YOU!?" I yelled angry and worried. "Y-You." She whispered then disappeared. "EMMA?!" I shouted and looked around.
"JASON WAKE UP!!!" I shot up and looked around. I rubbed my face and I was sweating. "Oh.. Uh what?" I asked out of it. I lay back leaning on my pillows. "Jas.. you okay?" She asked while laying her head on my chest with her ear to my heart. "Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine just a.. weird dream that's all." I said trying to play it off. She nodded and sighed. I felt her wiggle around then adjust herself perfectly next to me and sleep again. I sat up and just stared into the darkness. What the hell did that dream mean?! "Who's hurting you?" "Y-You." WHAT DOES THAT MEAN!? I'm not hitting her! I may be hurt and weird sometimes but I'm not delirious enough to hit her and not remember. I sat up for hours thinking about it cause it really bothered me.. Now wait.. Dreams don't always mean something. I could just be having a weird dream. It means nothing..
"JAS!! THEIR LETTING YOU OUT TONIGHT!!" She squealed as she came running through the door and throwing herself on me. I chuckled and hugged her. "That's great.." I mumbled a little worried. "Wait.. what's wrong Jas?" She asked while half sitting on the bed. "Nothing... It's just... Em I don's know how I'm supposed to pay for this.." I blurted out while looking down. She sat in silence for a little then I felt her get up and leave. WTF? I was tempted to call her a bitch but maybe there was a method to her madness.. There better fucking be. I sat up and sighed. The door opened and she came waltzing back in with a shy smile on her face. "Where the hell did you go?" I asked. "Jason.." She started while coming closer. I threw my legs over the edge of the bed for the first time in forever and sat up straight by myself. She rested her forehead on mine and held my hands. "Jason live with me.." She blurted out in a whisper. I opened my eyes and looked at her. "Are you crazy?" I asked shocked. "Jason.. I paid for your hospital stay, your insurance wasn't enough.. I don't like the fact thinking you're out there living alone.." She said. "Wait.. you paid FOR ME?" I asked even more shocked. She nodded. This girl...
*EMMA'S POV*
"Wait.. you paid FOR ME?" He asked shocked. I nodded a little afraid. "That is.. wow I can't believe you would actually do that for me.." He said as a smile grew on his face. I looked up and smiled at him. "I can't let you do this.." He said. "Jason don't start with me, Both my parents have more money then they know what to do with and they waste it on shit like flying to different countries for vacation, we'll be fine." I whispered. He sighed and shook his head. "I can't pay you back.." He whispered. "You don't have to Jason.. Please just let me do this." I said. He sighed and nodded. I smiled and hugged him. He hugged me back and pulled me down on top of him as we laughed and smiled. Hours went by as doctors did more and more tests on him. Finally it was 7:30 and he was allowed to leave. He changed into this, http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=43549775 He put his arm around me and finally we left. As soon as we got outside he picked me up from the back and spun me around. I screamed and laughed as he lifted me in the air. I kissed his nose then his soft pink lips. "Oh no.." I whispered. "What is it baby?" He mumbled while kissing my neck. "Jason, I'm gonna drive you home then you can get ready and we're gonna go out for dinner, alright?" I said with a smile. He smiled and nodded. I made sure he was okay with going on a motorcycle again, he said yes so we got on mine and drove off. I dropped him off and told him I'd be back in an hour. He smiled and kissed my cheek then walked inside. I sighed and drove as fast as I could home. I parked in my drive way and jumped off.
"Hello?" He answered. "Look Lucas don't hang up, I'm so so so sorry! I completely forgot about it. I was at the hospital,-" "With Jason. I get it." He said clearly angry. "Look Lucas I'm sorry they let him leave today so I had to be there. He scoffed a little. "Yeah okay." He answered. "No Lucas I'm sorry! Look I'm on my way right now, please don't be mad." I said, ducking under a tree and running. "Mad? How could I be mad? You're only 2 and a half fucking hours late." He said sarcasticly and coldly. "I'm sorry." I whispered coming to the clearing and seeing him sitting on the dock. I hung up and walked to the dock. "Look Lucas I'm sorry." I whispered. He stared off to the distance and slightly nodded. "Emma.." I sat down next to him and looked at him. "Your knuckles.." I whispered while gently running my fingers over them. "You've been punching glass again... Lucas why!?" I pleaded. He looked at me with that, "You should know.." Look. I felt horrible..
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Part 9 - Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
Part 9-Jason McCann Love Story- ~Unknown Love~
"Keith I'm staying at a friends!" I hollered as I got up. Oh wait, Keith was out for the night. I pulled off my heels and held them in my hands. I opened the door and ran out. I was running towards the hospital with tears streaming down my cheeks. I must have looked crazy. I finally got to the hospital and muttered a quick hello to the front desk. I swiftly made my way down the hall to Jason's room and stopped at the door. I placed my hand on the door and sighed wiping the tears away and leaning my forehead on the door. "Emma?" I heard faintly from inside the room. I swallowed and went inside. He was sitting up eating a little while watching tv. "Hey Babe." I said while tossing my shoes on the floor and kissing his cheek. "Em what are you doing here, why aren't you with Austin or at an after party?" he questioned while raising an eyebrow. Truth be told, I told Austin before we went home I had a busy day the next day and couldn't party.. I was scared.. "Oh come on Jas, I wanted to see you.." I lied while sitting down on the edge of the bed. He gave me that, "bullshit" look. I rolled my eyes and placed my hand on his. "You look really pretty, but you've been crying, why?" He asked while maneuvering his hand to be holding mine. "Would you believe me if I said I missed you?" I said while looking at the ground. "No..." He mumbled. "Jas." I said while looking up and squeezing his hand. He smiled and shrugged, "Fine don't tell me, I'll take that answer." He chuckled. I smiled as he pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around me and kissed the side of my head. "How was your day?" I asked while hugging his forearms and leaning a bit on him. "Boring, but it suddenly got better." He said with a little smirk. I blushed and kissed his hand. "I see you've had more encounters with poles.." He said sarcasticly while running his fingers over my bruised wrists." I shyly laughed but got a little worried. "Look Em, it's sweet of you to, "Miss Me," he said using his finger as air quotes, "But go have fun. Honestly this is gonna be so boring staying here with me. Go party, drink, live it up, do it for me, please st mary?" He asked with a wink. I laughed to myself and sighed. "I dunno Jas.." I mumbled while looking at the ground. "Go." He said while lifting my chin up with his two fingers. I sighed and nodded. "Alright.. but I'm coming back and sleeping here tonight, I don't wanna be home alone." I said while shivering. "Bring Austin home." He said jokingly. I laughed and pushed him playfully. If only you knew Jason.. I thought feeling guilty.
"Hey I'm here." Austin's text read. "Night Jas, I'll come back later." I said while leaning down and kissing his cheek. He gently grabbed my chin and kissed my lips. I let the kiss linger on as I smiled. "Goodnight baby." He said with a smile. I smiled and ran out. I walked outside and spotted Austin's car. I smiled and climbed in. "Hey babe." He said while kissing me cheek. I closed my eyes and swallowed. "Heey!" I said. He started driving away. "Hey could we stop at my house, I need to change." I said shyly. He chuckled and nodded. "Totally, speaking of which, babe how'd you get here?" He said while slightly glancing at me. "Oh you know, my family friend dropped me off, just to check on him." I said while looking out the window. He nodded. We got to my house and I invited him in. We walked inside, "Nice house." He said. I laughed and thanked him. I took his hand and we went upstairs. He sat down on my bed as I went to my closet to change. I changed into this, http://www.polyvore.com/concert/set?id=43111104 then came out to meet him. He was walking around looking at all my pictures and stuff. I giggled and grabbed his hand heading downstairs. Something i could never get past was why did Jason so desperately want me to always be with Austin? Like how could a guy be that trusting, and that sweet? Maybe he was getting over me and wanted me to find another guy? I don't know... |: We climbed back into Austin's car and drove off to Justin's house. Technically I call it Lucy and Justin's house cause she practically lives there but yanno. We pulled up and got out, there were so many people here, music was blasting, and wow Justin's house seemed to have gotten bigger. Austin took my hand and we walked in. "Yo wassup Austin, Aye shawty." Justin greeted us at the door with Lucy under his arm. "Hey girl!" Lucy said happily, I smiled and hugged her. "Hey I'm gonna go get a drink, okay?" I said to Austin. He nodded and let go walking off to a bunch of people greeting him. He was one of the most popular guys in our school. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a coke I hid there last time I was at Justin's. Hahah idiot never found it. I was opening it and stared out the window to the backyard where people were swimming and just chilling, and more music out there too. (LOL ever see Seventeen again? it looks like when Zac's character threw a party) I started drinking it when I almost chocked. I saw Cassie, again, on a chair making out with some guy. If Cassie was here.....
I put my drink down suddenly not thirsty anymore and went to find Austin. I had to push and squeeze past so many people until I got to him. I grabbed his hand and smiled at him. He smiled down on me and put his arm around me and kissed my head. Like Jason does... "Yo Anderson, Matthews, Ya'll together?!" Someone called out. Uh oh. I just blushed and looked down. "Awww they are!" Someone else called out. Austin chuckled to himself and hugged me tighter. I didn't know how to explain, "Oh no I'm dating Jason McCann but he told me to go with Austin and have fun but he doesn't know Austin likes me and I have no idea what to feel." Yeah simple. "KISS!" Someone else yelled out. My head shot up and I looked at Austin who blushed. They all started chanting, "KISS KISS KISS KISS!" Immature brats. Austin leaned down on me and gently held my chin up and kissed me. I felt his familiar lips meet mine and move in perfect sync. My arms slowly wrapped around his neck and his hands wrapped around my hips. We finally separated and I blushed while looking at everyone cheering while leaning on his chest with my hands and ear to his chest. "Are we?" Austin questioned. The one thing I did not want to hear from him for once... " I shrugged, "Give me a day Austin.. I have a few things to... figure out." I said shyly. He smiled and nodded. "Take your time. He whispered while resting his chin on my head and hugging me. I sighed and hugged him too. Thankfully I didn't see Lucas here at the party but I hated these feelings I kept having... Every time i had a bad feeling, something bad happened. It's happening again.. Ugh.
"Pleasee! Faith!" I begged. "Fine but only cause your stupid." She said while laughing. "That didn't even make sense but thank youuu!" I said while hugging her. "Yeah yeah you love me when you need me." She said jokingly. I laughed and we walked out. I had already said goodbye to Austin, Justin, and Lucy. I had to beg Faith to take me to the hospital. She was the only person who knew about me and Jason, and she didn't approve. I personally didn't care, but whatever. She gave me a ride to the hospital and told me to behave. Oh Faith. I walked inside and into Jason's room. I knew this hospital like the back of my hand. I peaked in at first to see if Jason was still awake. He was laying down with his arm behind his head watching That 70's Show. " Emma, back so soon?" He asked amused and not taking his eyes off the tv. I sighed and walked over to the window and leaned on the sill looking at the stars. "Yeah well the party got boring..." I mumbled. "Something wrong?" He asked while muting the tv and sitting up and looking at me. I sighed and looked down. "Jas there's something you need to know.." I started while walking over to his bed. "Uh oh.." He said again. "Jason.. Austin likes me.. And he kissed me.. t-twice.. The first time was right after the dance and the second was at the party when everyone was chanting tell us to." I said scared and nervous. "Oh." He said while kind of playing with his thumbs. "Jason I'm so sorry.. I never meant for this to happen. It just did. I felt horrible after and that's why I came running here crying before.." I said weakly feeling a lump in my throat. "You only kissed right?" He asked. "Yes." i said. "Well then just forget it, it's nothing Emma." He said while sitting back and looking at the ceiling. "Jas..." I whispered. "Really it's fine Emma." He said again. " Jason do you not want to be my boyfriend anymore or something?" i finally blurted out. He sat up and looked at me. "What the hell? Of course not! I love being with you!" He said sounding a little irritated that I asked. "Well I mean you keep telling me to go off with Austin and you don't even care that we kissed?! i felt horrible, how can you be so forgiving, not caring, trustworthy, UGH I don't even know!" i said getting angry myself. "Sorry I have trust?" He retorted emotionless. I shook my head and sat down in the chair. "You trust me right?" I whispered. He nodded. "of course.." He said. "Well then I trust you, and there's something you need to know. It's bigger than what I just told you.." He looked concerned and a little nervous. "Well..." I started. Here goes nothing.
"Keith I'm staying at a friends!" I hollered as I got up. Oh wait, Keith was out for the night. I pulled off my heels and held them in my hands. I opened the door and ran out. I was running towards the hospital with tears streaming down my cheeks. I must have looked crazy. I finally got to the hospital and muttered a quick hello to the front desk. I swiftly made my way down the hall to Jason's room and stopped at the door. I placed my hand on the door and sighed wiping the tears away and leaning my forehead on the door. "Emma?" I heard faintly from inside the room. I swallowed and went inside. He was sitting up eating a little while watching tv. "Hey Babe." I said while tossing my shoes on the floor and kissing his cheek. "Em what are you doing here, why aren't you with Austin or at an after party?" he questioned while raising an eyebrow. Truth be told, I told Austin before we went home I had a busy day the next day and couldn't party.. I was scared.. "Oh come on Jas, I wanted to see you.." I lied while sitting down on the edge of the bed. He gave me that, "bullshit" look. I rolled my eyes and placed my hand on his. "You look really pretty, but you've been crying, why?" He asked while maneuvering his hand to be holding mine. "Would you believe me if I said I missed you?" I said while looking at the ground. "No..." He mumbled. "Jas." I said while looking up and squeezing his hand. He smiled and shrugged, "Fine don't tell me, I'll take that answer." He chuckled. I smiled as he pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around me and kissed the side of my head. "How was your day?" I asked while hugging his forearms and leaning a bit on him. "Boring, but it suddenly got better." He said with a little smirk. I blushed and kissed his hand. "I see you've had more encounters with poles.." He said sarcasticly while running his fingers over my bruised wrists." I shyly laughed but got a little worried. "Look Em, it's sweet of you to, "Miss Me," he said using his finger as air quotes, "But go have fun. Honestly this is gonna be so boring staying here with me. Go party, drink, live it up, do it for me, please st mary?" He asked with a wink. I laughed to myself and sighed. "I dunno Jas.." I mumbled while looking at the ground. "Go." He said while lifting my chin up with his two fingers. I sighed and nodded. "Alright.. but I'm coming back and sleeping here tonight, I don't wanna be home alone." I said while shivering. "Bring Austin home." He said jokingly. I laughed and pushed him playfully. If only you knew Jason.. I thought feeling guilty.
"Hey I'm here." Austin's text read. "Night Jas, I'll come back later." I said while leaning down and kissing his cheek. He gently grabbed my chin and kissed my lips. I let the kiss linger on as I smiled. "Goodnight baby." He said with a smile. I smiled and ran out. I walked outside and spotted Austin's car. I smiled and climbed in. "Hey babe." He said while kissing me cheek. I closed my eyes and swallowed. "Heey!" I said. He started driving away. "Hey could we stop at my house, I need to change." I said shyly. He chuckled and nodded. "Totally, speaking of which, babe how'd you get here?" He said while slightly glancing at me. "Oh you know, my family friend dropped me off, just to check on him." I said while looking out the window. He nodded. We got to my house and I invited him in. We walked inside, "Nice house." He said. I laughed and thanked him. I took his hand and we went upstairs. He sat down on my bed as I went to my closet to change. I changed into this, http://www.polyvore.com/concert/set?id=43111104 then came out to meet him. He was walking around looking at all my pictures and stuff. I giggled and grabbed his hand heading downstairs. Something i could never get past was why did Jason so desperately want me to always be with Austin? Like how could a guy be that trusting, and that sweet? Maybe he was getting over me and wanted me to find another guy? I don't know... |: We climbed back into Austin's car and drove off to Justin's house. Technically I call it Lucy and Justin's house cause she practically lives there but yanno. We pulled up and got out, there were so many people here, music was blasting, and wow Justin's house seemed to have gotten bigger. Austin took my hand and we walked in. "Yo wassup Austin, Aye shawty." Justin greeted us at the door with Lucy under his arm. "Hey girl!" Lucy said happily, I smiled and hugged her. "Hey I'm gonna go get a drink, okay?" I said to Austin. He nodded and let go walking off to a bunch of people greeting him. He was one of the most popular guys in our school. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a coke I hid there last time I was at Justin's. Hahah idiot never found it. I was opening it and stared out the window to the backyard where people were swimming and just chilling, and more music out there too. (LOL ever see Seventeen again? it looks like when Zac's character threw a party) I started drinking it when I almost chocked. I saw Cassie, again, on a chair making out with some guy. If Cassie was here.....
I put my drink down suddenly not thirsty anymore and went to find Austin. I had to push and squeeze past so many people until I got to him. I grabbed his hand and smiled at him. He smiled down on me and put his arm around me and kissed my head. Like Jason does... "Yo Anderson, Matthews, Ya'll together?!" Someone called out. Uh oh. I just blushed and looked down. "Awww they are!" Someone else called out. Austin chuckled to himself and hugged me tighter. I didn't know how to explain, "Oh no I'm dating Jason McCann but he told me to go with Austin and have fun but he doesn't know Austin likes me and I have no idea what to feel." Yeah simple. "KISS!" Someone else yelled out. My head shot up and I looked at Austin who blushed. They all started chanting, "KISS KISS KISS KISS!" Immature brats. Austin leaned down on me and gently held my chin up and kissed me. I felt his familiar lips meet mine and move in perfect sync. My arms slowly wrapped around his neck and his hands wrapped around my hips. We finally separated and I blushed while looking at everyone cheering while leaning on his chest with my hands and ear to his chest. "Are we?" Austin questioned. The one thing I did not want to hear from him for once... " I shrugged, "Give me a day Austin.. I have a few things to... figure out." I said shyly. He smiled and nodded. "Take your time. He whispered while resting his chin on my head and hugging me. I sighed and hugged him too. Thankfully I didn't see Lucas here at the party but I hated these feelings I kept having... Every time i had a bad feeling, something bad happened. It's happening again.. Ugh.
"Pleasee! Faith!" I begged. "Fine but only cause your stupid." She said while laughing. "That didn't even make sense but thank youuu!" I said while hugging her. "Yeah yeah you love me when you need me." She said jokingly. I laughed and we walked out. I had already said goodbye to Austin, Justin, and Lucy. I had to beg Faith to take me to the hospital. She was the only person who knew about me and Jason, and she didn't approve. I personally didn't care, but whatever. She gave me a ride to the hospital and told me to behave. Oh Faith. I walked inside and into Jason's room. I knew this hospital like the back of my hand. I peaked in at first to see if Jason was still awake. He was laying down with his arm behind his head watching That 70's Show. " Emma, back so soon?" He asked amused and not taking his eyes off the tv. I sighed and walked over to the window and leaned on the sill looking at the stars. "Yeah well the party got boring..." I mumbled. "Something wrong?" He asked while muting the tv and sitting up and looking at me. I sighed and looked down. "Jas there's something you need to know.." I started while walking over to his bed. "Uh oh.." He said again. "Jason.. Austin likes me.. And he kissed me.. t-twice.. The first time was right after the dance and the second was at the party when everyone was chanting tell us to." I said scared and nervous. "Oh." He said while kind of playing with his thumbs. "Jason I'm so sorry.. I never meant for this to happen. It just did. I felt horrible after and that's why I came running here crying before.." I said weakly feeling a lump in my throat. "You only kissed right?" He asked. "Yes." i said. "Well then just forget it, it's nothing Emma." He said while sitting back and looking at the ceiling. "Jas..." I whispered. "Really it's fine Emma." He said again. " Jason do you not want to be my boyfriend anymore or something?" i finally blurted out. He sat up and looked at me. "What the hell? Of course not! I love being with you!" He said sounding a little irritated that I asked. "Well I mean you keep telling me to go off with Austin and you don't even care that we kissed?! i felt horrible, how can you be so forgiving, not caring, trustworthy, UGH I don't even know!" i said getting angry myself. "Sorry I have trust?" He retorted emotionless. I shook my head and sat down in the chair. "You trust me right?" I whispered. He nodded. "of course.." He said. "Well then I trust you, and there's something you need to know. It's bigger than what I just told you.." He looked concerned and a little nervous. "Well..." I started. Here goes nothing.
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